I like how Blogger decides to have issues whenever I have issues... that is, it never chooses to post the negative posts. Hmm. Well I'm not sure if this one will be negative or not... we'll see how it'll roll out.
So what have I been up to for the longest time? If you know me you'd never believe me when I say that I've been... WORKING!!! Haha, yes, I now work ever since manager John called me up and asked if I was still interested in working for Jay Vending @ Marine World (slave world indeed...)... but yeah, I need save up money NOW for school... if I want to go to USF, I'd better be hauling ass to make it worth it... that is, pay for whatever I can & get good grades there & not transfer... that's my parents' definition anyway. But I agree that I should pull my own weight here, so I'm going to try. Eight bucks an hour... I'll make more than my bf! =)
So yes, I had my first day of work EVER on the same day that I happened to start my PERIOD!!! Ain't that great?
This might be a rant due to the PMS... but negative people piss me off. Now I realize why I'm not too sad about graduating & people leaving... cause people were too negative to be around in the first place... so it's better that I'm not around people like that... & I shouldn't be around negative people bc it'll rub off & I don't want to be any more negative than I already am.
I was right about something I wish I wasn't right about. I told someone that they wouldn't be close to me this year because... well of something, I don't really want to say what. But I predicted that it would happen if she told me that it wouldn't... & of course it happened... & she acknowledged that it happened a few months ago and she seemed sad about it sort of... but not really... not enough to change anything about it definitely... and now it's like... it's hard to believe that we were close friends in the first place. That I told her things and I was able to talk to her... I'm so not able to talk to her now. It's not a comfy place to be. I regret that the friendship... disipated (sp?). But... I don't want to be her friend now. I wanted to be her friend then. I was her friend then. Things and people have changed... and I've adjusted to that.
Sadder but wiser. It makes sense now.
Happier note? I'm looking forward to Friday, Finding Nemo Day with Roo. Okay must go bye!
So what have I been up to for the longest time? If you know me you'd never believe me when I say that I've been... WORKING!!! Haha, yes, I now work ever since manager John called me up and asked if I was still interested in working for Jay Vending @ Marine World (slave world indeed...)... but yeah, I need save up money NOW for school... if I want to go to USF, I'd better be hauling ass to make it worth it... that is, pay for whatever I can & get good grades there & not transfer... that's my parents' definition anyway. But I agree that I should pull my own weight here, so I'm going to try. Eight bucks an hour... I'll make more than my bf! =)
So yes, I had my first day of work EVER on the same day that I happened to start my PERIOD!!! Ain't that great?
This might be a rant due to the PMS... but negative people piss me off. Now I realize why I'm not too sad about graduating & people leaving... cause people were too negative to be around in the first place... so it's better that I'm not around people like that... & I shouldn't be around negative people bc it'll rub off & I don't want to be any more negative than I already am.
I was right about something I wish I wasn't right about. I told someone that they wouldn't be close to me this year because... well of something, I don't really want to say what. But I predicted that it would happen if she told me that it wouldn't... & of course it happened... & she acknowledged that it happened a few months ago and she seemed sad about it sort of... but not really... not enough to change anything about it definitely... and now it's like... it's hard to believe that we were close friends in the first place. That I told her things and I was able to talk to her... I'm so not able to talk to her now. It's not a comfy place to be. I regret that the friendship... disipated (sp?). But... I don't want to be her friend now. I wanted to be her friend then. I was her friend then. Things and people have changed... and I've adjusted to that.
Sadder but wiser. It makes sense now.
Happier note? I'm looking forward to Friday, Finding Nemo Day with Roo. Okay must go bye!
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