Ugh!! I'm so... I don't even know! It just doesn't feel like good things are happening... I'm doing that thing where I'm so stressed out and all I can think of is everything in a negative light. It's terrible. I'm... upset? I think I'm just repressing a lot of isht and I can't articulate it the way I wish I could... so when people ask me how I am or how school is... I don't know if I'm lying or not when I tell them that I'm okay, I'm just having problems adjusting... I think that's an understatement though...

I could go into detail about it here... it'd be a way to get it out... but I just know that everyone else is having the same issues so no use in doing that... brb stats class