I'm like nonstop PMSing lately... quite quite more moody than I usually am. Like yesterday I was really upset & not happy & then I exercised for an hour & tried that ellipitical machine that Roo & Cha kept raving about and it was great... I was even inspired to walk up Lone Mountain and get coffee... and when you're willing to walk up and down over a hundred stairs, you know that you're on something, whether it be drugs or simply endorphins. It was funn walking around that night too... I don't know why... maybe bc no one else was around cept for cars....

But then yeah today it's not so much like that again... I don't know... exercise didn't produce the endorphins that I hoped it would... but then I only spent half the time I usually do in there bc all I could think about was food even tho I wasn't hungry... I think my stomach is cramping but I'm not sure...

I'm having that unhealthy feeling that I had a month ago... I think it's just my period... we'll see...it's hecka confusing tho! GEEZ.

I guess school is going okay... we'll see how I'm doing in my Stats class tomorrow... otherwise I'm "above average"... I guess. It's ok.

OMG this is confusing... I don't know what's wrong with me... urg.

Okay I need to get the inspiration to spread some joy across California. Three of you lucky ones will understand what that means in due time...