I really need to stop comparing myself to other people. That's how the self-esteem gets in trouble... that, & the insecurity & the snootiness & that's just bad karma. I need to stop being so judgemental.

Cept on TV, cause that's just too easy... cept there's editing tricks. That's why I like going on the people of the Real World's sites because they say what goes on behind the scenes of those Gauntlet missions & such. Did I mention that The Apprentice is like the best show ever cause they're hella successful people & most of them are very good looking?? My God, what luck.

Dammit I just remembered I have an appointment tomorrow @ some unGodly hour of the morning. Any hour of the morning is unGodly. I need a clue.

I'm feeling quite confused right now. I just tried to spell confused with an F. I'm having issues right now, or maybe I'm just feeling like an issue. I'm not sure.

Card games are vicious. Read it on the site. What has happened to studiowasabi?

=( Sticky stuff got attached to part of my football slippers. The hoodlums @ Safeway tried to trick me with Capri Sun today. So did the hookers @ Benicia Coffee Company. Coffee hour is Godsend.