sorry this is a downer of a blog

hello. my computer's broken... keyboard & mouse... probably have to call the manufacturer... aka more stuff that i have no idea about what to do... got depressed about it and went shopping... but not for myself bc that's my lenten promise but for someone else... hoping to feel better with the more i bought, esp. bc i thought they'd be nice even if someone will never see them... but came back and still dont feel so hott...

ive been really... not well lately... things dont seem to be going quite right... and they just kind of take over my state of mind, more than they should... but seriously just not happy right now...

i wish i could be alone for the weekend but cant.. got stuff to do for next week... just trying to find out ways to keep myself occupied... hopefully i wont have to return everything i got today... but i guess im not really in control of that either...