im sad because no one loves me enough to endure the traffic so i can see fireworks today...

i think im realizing how much i really like seeing fireworks. =( but belle makes fireworks noises and hand motions so it's ok... but not really.

i feel like yuck. people make me feel like yuck... and i let them bc they're important to me... this is what i get for being quiet and/or stubborn... feel like yuck. =(