ugh, i can't shake this cough. grr. soo not feeling this. i hope all of the people on the plane don't find me completely insufferable... am i making up words again? thought so.

anywhom. i need to finish packing. i miss pewter. and michael. he's like, 1400 miles away right now. & then tomorrow, i will be 2400 miles away from here. or something like that.

i need my codeine. & i need to pack my toiletries. and wake up early. crap. i shouldn't be blogging.

ps. colored my hair back to it's o.g. colour. got tired of doing my roots time & time again. & then when i dyed it black, the brown started popping out in odd places, like splotches. so yes. back to basic brown. maybe for spring break i'll do highlights. i don't think i can get away with violet or cerulean while working @ mons @ city hall, even though it's sf.

i miss the city. san jose's not bad though. weather's nice. that whole new year's eve storm was barely an inch of rain over here. i like that. i like 79 degrees and partly cloudy and humid better, though. whoo tomorrow. excitement.

so anyways. yeah, probably won't be able to get a hold of me except by phone until next wednesday.

i've been feeling... kind of different lately. can't explain it.

also a little down, due to the fact that my fams will probably be busy entertaining more fams visiting from the philippines on my bday... & thus postponing my birfday celebration. or my fabolous meal with my first legally ordered alcoholic beverage... being postponed on my actual day. =( i mean, the birthday's on a sunday, & i probably start work the day after, so i kind of knew that i wouldnt be doing anything that night... dunno man. i feel different. my schedule's been different, i dont have much privacy, & i think im just kind of thrown off...

alright. enough of that. packing and sleeping and updating my pod and on my way. ooh, project runway. i agree cha, nick & chloe are my faves. disagree on santino. =/ i like that other daniel guy too.