Work was boring, but then radios make it funn... we tried to do the one word story thingy between the carts & trees but it broke... so that didn't work... and then yeah... we just talked a lot... we aren't supposed to do that... but that's what happens when things are slow...
Tom & I sang & danced to matchboxtwenty's Unwell... it was great... he made me stop rinsing cups & stuff so we could boxstep. I thought he was all old school rock but I guess not. Tom makes me feel better about myself cause he keeps saying about what a loser he is, how he doesn't really have anyone to go out with, he doesn't do anything, he just sits @ home and goes to work... & it kind of reminds me of me cause I do nothing cept sit @ home and go to work... & I never thought Tom was a loser cause he has enough self confidence to be the way he is and not give a fuck about what other people think about him... so it gives me hope that just cause I'm a hermit who does nothing with anyone, and just goes to work a lot... and that doesn't mean that I'm a bad person or not worthwhile. So thank you Tom. You & Berlinette are my favourite people @ work... besides John & Travis & Beth & Kelly cause they give me a paycheck & yeah... & yes, thank you also to John for saying that "Jenn's good @ everything" when Joe asked him who does what best in the prep room. I think he just said that tho cause I was standing right there. But I'll just play naive little girl and pretend it was forreal.
Uhm that's it. I don't like being stood up for stuff... or other people. It makes me feel like I'm not important enough to be around... that I'm not worthwhile. I hate feeling that way. I also hate it when I tell people I hate feeling that way, and then they make me feel that way without a second thought. Inconsiderate people suck.
Ok bye.
Tom & I sang & danced to matchboxtwenty's Unwell... it was great... he made me stop rinsing cups & stuff so we could boxstep. I thought he was all old school rock but I guess not. Tom makes me feel better about myself cause he keeps saying about what a loser he is, how he doesn't really have anyone to go out with, he doesn't do anything, he just sits @ home and goes to work... & it kind of reminds me of me cause I do nothing cept sit @ home and go to work... & I never thought Tom was a loser cause he has enough self confidence to be the way he is and not give a fuck about what other people think about him... so it gives me hope that just cause I'm a hermit who does nothing with anyone, and just goes to work a lot... and that doesn't mean that I'm a bad person or not worthwhile. So thank you Tom. You & Berlinette are my favourite people @ work... besides John & Travis & Beth & Kelly cause they give me a paycheck & yeah... & yes, thank you also to John for saying that "Jenn's good @ everything" when Joe asked him who does what best in the prep room. I think he just said that tho cause I was standing right there. But I'll just play naive little girl and pretend it was forreal.
Uhm that's it. I don't like being stood up for stuff... or other people. It makes me feel like I'm not important enough to be around... that I'm not worthwhile. I hate feeling that way. I also hate it when I tell people I hate feeling that way, and then they make me feel that way without a second thought. Inconsiderate people suck.
Ok bye.
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