PS... so I've gotten a new perspective on what I blogged yesterday... & I now understand how someone could have felt so attacked by what I said... honestly... I say what I feel. Period. i don't really think about what other people will think about what I say... I don't think that you can waste your time pleasing everyone...

I really didn't mean what I said to be taken so personally... like I said, if it was a random blog by Joe So & So, saying the same thing, I would have responded the same way I did... I didn't mean to analyze & judge, & I know that what I said could have been taken that way, & I apologize for that.

It does hurt tho that I didn't mean to attack you but everything you said was purposefully meant to attack me. That's why I responded with the not so nice blog below.

So if you guys are supposed to call me & talk this out or whatever... well it hurts (especially for one of you) that the only reason you call me is for this. & like you said, we're going to college, we're not going to see each other anymore, is it really worth it for all of this negativity & drama to come up? & plus... it doesn't even really feel worth it to "save" a friendship that seems pretty nonexistant... which is just as much my fault as it is yours...

So gratitude also goes out to those people who have made it a point to keep in touch over the summer... & I'm sorry if I haven't reciprocated... but I do mean it when I tell you to visit me!... so to John, Kuya, Deanna, Stephen, Guna, Bunggay, Chrissytina (we'll do the Disney moviemarathon @ my dorm room!!), Ed, Owen (even tho I know you must think I'm crazy for saying this), Tricia, & Cha... you guys are great, thank you for keeping my summer three dimensional...

"Just breathe..." -Drew Barrymore, Ever After