My phone will be off during the daytime bc I think I used up all of my daytime minutes so I can't go over... not with the money that I'm making... or that I'm not making.

I have ballroom in less than an hour but I'm hella tired... I know I keep blogging even tho I have no reason to blog so I'm a loser for that...

I have so much going on in my mind but nothing's being verbalized the way it should... it all comes out rudely, in a bad mood... a constant bad mood... ughhhhhh... and when I do try to talk aobut it. it either doesn't come out right or I get a non- or negative response so I start to clam up before I can actually get into it and the situation just gets worse...