I'm in an ehhh mood. Don't you hate how other peoples' moods are often so contagious, like laughter, cept this time, it's the quiet ehh mood and that's how I feel now? Ick.
So my weekends usually consist of half days of evil work where people are mean because it's hot outside, then after work, I kick it with the boyfriend till my mom kicks him out of the house, basically? Yeah, that's the harsh way of saying it, it's not like that... but yeah that's the gist of it. Me & him either go to the movies, watch a movie @ home, watch a basketball game or something else on tv, or go to the mall.
My computer is acting up again. It had a couple of viruses last week, and it hasn't recovered. Great. So I'm in the ITS lab again bc the nicer computer classroom labs are closed bc it's Sunday because I have an annotated bibliography due tomorrow afternoon. I'm kind of scared for when I'm done and I have to walk back to the dorms at night and it's all scary because of the people who keep getting robbed.
Tomorrow, Michael will stop by after he's done with school... he's going to lend me his laptop that he's not using for while my computer is being whack. =/ I want my computer to work, even tho I only have a few more days of school left. It's crazy. Then I'm going to be working full days of work instead of half days which kind of sucks because time goes by so slowly...
So last night I was thinking about someone... who made me sad. But now I feel nothing because you mean nothing... we were friends... and I'd be sad because we're not friends anymore... but the person you are now is not someone I want to be friends with... I'm not asking for anything to change because I know that you're happy now, and why should I ask someone to stop being happy for my sake? But this is how things just are... and I'm finally beginning to be okay with that.
I miss people. I miss analyzing movies with Cha, I miss analyzing tv shows with Tricia, I miss analyzing people with Guna, I miss analyzing love lives with Jae... I'm feeling sort of empty and unfulfilled right now. I can't say why, I think it's my ehh mood. Sorry.
So my weekends usually consist of half days of evil work where people are mean because it's hot outside, then after work, I kick it with the boyfriend till my mom kicks him out of the house, basically? Yeah, that's the harsh way of saying it, it's not like that... but yeah that's the gist of it. Me & him either go to the movies, watch a movie @ home, watch a basketball game or something else on tv, or go to the mall.
My computer is acting up again. It had a couple of viruses last week, and it hasn't recovered. Great. So I'm in the ITS lab again bc the nicer computer classroom labs are closed bc it's Sunday because I have an annotated bibliography due tomorrow afternoon. I'm kind of scared for when I'm done and I have to walk back to the dorms at night and it's all scary because of the people who keep getting robbed.
Tomorrow, Michael will stop by after he's done with school... he's going to lend me his laptop that he's not using for while my computer is being whack. =/ I want my computer to work, even tho I only have a few more days of school left. It's crazy. Then I'm going to be working full days of work instead of half days which kind of sucks because time goes by so slowly...
So last night I was thinking about someone... who made me sad. But now I feel nothing because you mean nothing... we were friends... and I'd be sad because we're not friends anymore... but the person you are now is not someone I want to be friends with... I'm not asking for anything to change because I know that you're happy now, and why should I ask someone to stop being happy for my sake? But this is how things just are... and I'm finally beginning to be okay with that.
I miss people. I miss analyzing movies with Cha, I miss analyzing tv shows with Tricia, I miss analyzing people with Guna, I miss analyzing love lives with Jae... I'm feeling sort of empty and unfulfilled right now. I can't say why, I think it's my ehh mood. Sorry.
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