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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Hey. Guess my last post didn't go up. If you didn't get to see it, it said that Mekhi Phifer also says "That's classic!". I SAY THAT'S CLASSIC! If this doesn't mean we're soulmates, I don't know what does. (And before you get mad Michael, may I remind you who was on your computer wallpaper last Friday! Uh huh, that's right...)

So yes, the dismal and bleek last entry. There's a chance Michael may be going off for college for two years in Texas. Nothing for sure yet. Keeping in your feelings is no funn kids. Avoid it whenever possible. So even if he does go... I don't think it's one of those obstacles in a relationship... it's just one of those things that happen. We're celebrating our three years in a couple of weeks, and I'm quite hyped about that too.

Lots of isht going on in the next couples of weeks.

Media classes left: 3
Media finals left: 1
Ethics classes left: 3
Ethics finals left: 2
Politics classes left: 2
Politics finals left: 1
History classes left: 2
History finals left: 1

Tie that all in with an anniversary dinner, a day of sitting in Michael's classes, a potluck dinner with my sister and her friends, and then starting work again @ Cisco (Crisco... Sisco... Thong Song STEPH!) on the 16th... I just gotta get my shit straightened out and I'll be ok. Not with that GPA Kath elaborated on with my Myspace (which just shows that people will think you're smart if they already think you are and you just dont share your bad grades) but it ain't no thang. ("Did you just say 'thang'?" What movie is that from?!)

Anyways... constantly learning that it's all on me to depend on the right people... to understand that altho it may be hyped up, the friendship is what matters, and if it's not there mutually, then it's not there... and I'm becoming more and more grateful to those who are there and have been there for me through it all, or simply when I need them... and have shown, on their part, a mutual want to be in the friendship. I heart them. It was my own fault to get caught up with the friendships I didn't have to really value the ones that I do have.

(this is where I'd name names... but that's a livejournal thing, donchathink? actually naming the names of the mean ones would be a livejournal thing, but that's a whole nother story)

Missing turkey & gravy now, but so not complaining with my ice caramel latte... thanksgiving was good to me, no matter how mundane it may have seemed...

Stephie I want earmuffs now.


1 Comments:

Blogger chawesome said...

ron burgundy says "stay classy". but that's not the same.

you and the cousin will be fine. as long as he keeps dying that hair jet black, all is well with the world. i miss you. i wish i could've vegged at ur house last thursday, but our house was crackin with the relatives. kenneth was bustin out "daren's dance grooves" and kept telling everyone that they got served. until my brother did his running man. then ken got served. i love you, and i hope the rest of your semester goes well. we'll see how christmas break goes, i might have to go to LA. and ur gonna be in san jose, right?

and i owe you a letter.

11:08 AM  

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