i read on princessmelissa that you blog less when you're happy... because you're out there being happy, not at home, reflecting about how you're not.


how many times have i written in the past few days? enough said.

just got back from lsat strategy session. the instructor was cuter in person than his online picture. it may have been the dim lighting tho. anyway, my new heroes in life are the ones who can score over 170 on the lsats. he was all telling us how some chick went from a 142 to a 174 on her practice exams after taking this course. holy isht indeed. that's effing huge. that would be so amazing though. i wish i could really buckle down and do something like that.

i just want to find every single way to be distracted. unfortch, im super restless. so i can't focus. easily distracted. but i want to be busy. very very busy so i cant think or mope or whatever.

im really craving some malibu right now. that's wrong, isn't it? i don't have any... but my roommate does! because i gave it to her!

project runway finale tonight. hoorah.

this week has been as moody as i have. i've gotten one of the nicest compliments i've gotten in a long time by someone who i respect... and.. well what's the opposite of that? i've experienced that too. and it's only wednesday.

looking less forward to vegas. i wish it would be warmer. i dont want to do anything other than just to get away. and for longer than a week. i wish i could go back to hawaii and just lay out for a long time.

it's just one of those weeks where i wish i smoked. but i dont. because i like the way everything smells. and coffee stains my teeth as it is. mmm coffee ok bye.