Im so urgh right now. SO grumpy. Excuse the following ass, but I don't bust my ass to get shit on to someone who just decides oh hey let's add this on, fuck the calender.

this is politics, isnt it? baise.

a tattoo sounds funn, doesn't it cha? i like how lindsay has the white ink. i wanted one like on my hip/waist area, but then it'll be gross when there's labor, and i don't mean as in camp. my friend has this cute ass flower on her waist. it helps that she's twig like. i don't want on my back because i want to be able to see it. i think i want it on my ankle. i wanted three little hearts, like the actress who plays jennifer horton on days of our lives. britney has a tattoo on her toe/foot too, but britney's a little messy lately, so we shouldn't use her as a tattoo model. she also has dice on her inner wrist, for her future ex husband (i hope).

but... i have a low pain tolerance. & my mom begged me not to get a tattoo when i showed her my naval.

i want the trenchcoat charlotte is wearing.

im eating peanuts and i know how it's biologically made up. yay for me.

ok. i feel less grumpy now. do you know how emotionally draining it is to write a letter when you're full of urgh but you're so desperately trying not to come off as bitchy?

im very grateful for a) the boyfriend who lets me vent & is on my side even when i'm not 100% in the right. and for b) project runway. new episode tonight.

is someone going to die on one tree hill???? where are spoilers when you need them??