even tho it's probably not wise for me to post, i just wanted to write something that made more sense than my last one...

studying for my final on wednesday.... I feel like I'm behind on my other two finals... three, technically. but yeah. definitely behind... i'm behind. but still optimistic that i can pull it off. i usually manage to surprise myself while kicking myself simultaneously for wasting so much time... doing things like this instead of prioritizing.

last day of work tomorrow... waking up early... & probably having another on day where I have to bring my life with me. fortunately, i get to bring it in my new bag which was so thoughtfully purchased for me by my boyfriend who didn't like the fact that i was burning the wool constantly off of my old one. roototes are awesome; i have three. i wear them out, literally, & then, instead of buying them @ UO, i go to that store @ east pacific mall that sells michael's final fantasy figurines where they sell the bags like, twelve bucks cheaper.

sometimes... i want to go backwards bc then i wouldn't have to worry about what im going to do with my life in the very near future, which is so uncertain that it's driving me into mini panics constantly... & then sometimes i just want to move forward and be at that time where i get to live with michael into my little happilly ever after. but there's much to be done before that...

i guess that's all i felt like sharing tonight. my shopping list includes double shot lights, cause the four pack is on sale @ albertsons...

shopping on tuesday... not shopping. exchanging things. i have to remind myself that i do have things to do; i think my mentality is all screwed this semester. senioritis.