hi. i like going over the boyfriend's house bc his cat is hella nice and its all relaxing and quiet at his place. i needed the change in environment, even tho im super allergic in the a.c. but i have the great boyfriend who feeds me. i hella miss him now. i think it's cause... he's everything that i'm not in a panic over right now. he's not school or work or grades or papers or any of that. he's my anti stress.
bc for some reason i've been very anxious and stressed out lately. i'm not sure why. and when im not anxious and stressed out, im super tired. like, super tired. i know, it sounds lame, but that's the only way i know how to describe it. i have a feeling that it's coffee, or the lack of it, that's causing this, possibly. not sure, though. but yeah. it's my own fault for playing slacker this semester. i will deal as necessary... too bad it's causing me to have anxiety attacks. no funn at all.
this week conssits of... four six-page essays all on baseball (terrible)... one final on the world since 1945... probably some gym time.. & some library atrium time... exrta grocery shopping for double shot lights... nutella... and something else but i forget what... damn. ok.
happy mother's day. i got my mom a certificate of honor signed by gavin newsom. and a lacoste shirt.
im sad bc i went to ambiance today and fell in love with dresses that are over three hundred dollars. i'm sad bc i have to buy new clothes now that i've lost weight and it really does show. it's an amazing thing when you find out that a size 2 is too big on you. AMAZING. rice belly and all. sorry, i'm bragging. i don't mean to. my weight's been really making me sad for the past three years & its something that i've been coming to terms with and now it's all balancing out to some extent. cooking for myself is cool. buying two pints of haagen daaz bc they're on sale and being ok with short shorts that are back in style is cool. i'm only going to be 21 once. this is as good as it's gonna get...
ok. study. china. former soviet union. conservative economics with increasing globalization. osama. saddam. iran. iraq. all that isht.
bc for some reason i've been very anxious and stressed out lately. i'm not sure why. and when im not anxious and stressed out, im super tired. like, super tired. i know, it sounds lame, but that's the only way i know how to describe it. i have a feeling that it's coffee, or the lack of it, that's causing this, possibly. not sure, though. but yeah. it's my own fault for playing slacker this semester. i will deal as necessary... too bad it's causing me to have anxiety attacks. no funn at all.
this week conssits of... four six-page essays all on baseball (terrible)... one final on the world since 1945... probably some gym time.. & some library atrium time... exrta grocery shopping for double shot lights... nutella... and something else but i forget what... damn. ok.
happy mother's day. i got my mom a certificate of honor signed by gavin newsom. and a lacoste shirt.
im sad bc i went to ambiance today and fell in love with dresses that are over three hundred dollars. i'm sad bc i have to buy new clothes now that i've lost weight and it really does show. it's an amazing thing when you find out that a size 2 is too big on you. AMAZING. rice belly and all. sorry, i'm bragging. i don't mean to. my weight's been really making me sad for the past three years & its something that i've been coming to terms with and now it's all balancing out to some extent. cooking for myself is cool. buying two pints of haagen daaz bc they're on sale and being ok with short shorts that are back in style is cool. i'm only going to be 21 once. this is as good as it's gonna get...
ok. study. china. former soviet union. conservative economics with increasing globalization. osama. saddam. iran. iraq. all that isht.
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you're less than a size two and you're sad about it?! you get to shop for new stuff tho, so at least your sadness balances out with the shopping high. and it's awesome because short people like us can totally pull off the short shorts because it makes us look taller without looking hooch. whereas tall people just look hooch. i forgot who said that. probably someone on oprah a while back when i actually watched oprah with my old roommate and the girl who lived across the hall.
don't brag tho, because somewhere out there, there's a fat girl who can't find a prom dress that looks good on her. :-( saaaaad for faaaattys.
if it makes u feel better, i'm stressing out too. mostly cuz i'm applying this summer. and i just feel...overwhelmed? scared? anxious?
cooking is freaking awesome, man. so is grocery shopping. i'm a big fan of weekly specials and bulk fruit. and making guacomole. dude i hella swoon over avocados u don't even know. and me and my roommate get excited when diet dr. pepper is on sale at safeway, but then it's even cheaper at s-mart, and before u know it, the hallway closet is stuffed with diet dr. pepper. and capri sun. but the caprisun is from costco, so it doesn't count. u should get ur nutella at costco. it's a 2-pack. i finally got my hi-chew candy. it was sad at first because i was in the candy aisle at 99 ranch and it wasn't there and sad music was playing over the speaker. it was like a scene from a movie. and so i got some pocky to compensate, but then it turns out they keep the hi chew at the check out counter and everything was okay. they only had apple and grape flavors tho, but i can't complain.
what else did i want to say..oh yeah, the only reason why i visited ur page was to ask you if u watched grey's today because so far, everyone i've asked doesn't watch it or is tivo-ing it and its frustrating because it was such a good show tonight. but then i got sidetracked because i read ur post and it said "nutella".
okay, goodnight. good luck on ur essays and the rest of your finals.
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