the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Sunday, June 01, 2003

I miss talking to people... it always seems like everyone just wants to have funn... so there's no time for talking... talking's too serious, talking's not funn... I wish I could talk to people like I used to... even tho I know that I probably bored the hell out of them... but it just made me feel better, when I could get things off my chest & just be myself completely without worries or reservations towards anyone... it feels like moments like that are few and far between these days... everyone, including myself... we're just so busy and caught up in our own lives and our tasks that we don't have the time to talk anymore... but sometimes it does feel like I'm the only one who wants to talk... & that's a lonely feeling.

Graduating was funn. So much for a formal event... but I thoroughly enjoyed just about every moment of it... haha so my sis bought a couple of those foghorn thingies & then the Dean took Michael's away... so they only had one, which they kept honking while me & Roo were in the car with Michael & Dru getting gas & coffee & Italian sodas. My family left kind of early to get ready for the party, & they should have left us a camera... but I have faith that people will send me copies... hopefullie...

The party... didn't drink cause the wine smelled... not funn... & then just sorta hung out... Lani, Jason, Ed, Michael, Dru, Joe, Guna, Kuya James, Jennessa, Jennie, Chris & Robby were all there... not really people who graduated with me... but it was okay cause we all had funn nonetheless. I hope they did anyways... HELLA food @ my house... more than usual, & if you know what it's like to be @ my house when my mom's home, then you can imagine with awe what I mean when I think that there's HELLA food @ my house... yeah, food, kareoke, video games, & cell phone races.

Grad nite... hung out with Jennessa pretty much the whole night because when we left my house for Grad Nite, she got kissed by the HOODLUM! WHOO! Hahaha... yay. Yeah, then I turned her into a gambling machine. My "tattoo" is fading... & the hypnotist show was a wonderful way to spend two hours. Cept my body kept falling asleep... like you know when your foot falls asleep? But it was my whole body... kind of like that one time, remember Michael?... & then yes fate had an eye on me cause in the raffle I won a Starbucks card! Coffee is life! My parents are out right now & they're going to check how much is on the card for me...

Cause right now I'm all partied out and I'm just staying in, being the hermit that I am... sorry to Joe & Deanna that I'm not there celebrating with you right now... I probably would be a burdensome guest anyways, all tired & not smiling like... I just need to relax a little before I work for three days (probably... I gotta call in for my schedule, remind me!)... & then Disneyland! Am I excited about Disneyland? I'm not sure yet... indifference... it's a feeling that I've been feeling for awhile now... I wish I wasn't so indifferent.

Okay... it doesn't feel like a Sunday. I'm sleepy still... but I don't want to take a nap... do I? I'm going to call work now... Okay bye!

Happy graduation to all!! Yay for 03...

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