I need to reminice! Michael came over tonight & fixed up my computer (which he BROKE in the first place! hahaha but it's okay now it's like better than ever!) & then we just hung out... we ate, got coffee, I showed him the bookstore... I just felt comfortable all over again, like a big burden was lifted from my shoulders when he was here...
It made me think of times when there weren't any kind of burdens going on in my life. So I'm thinking of when Cha went for dim sum with my family in Milpitas & we got Vanilla Green Tea with pearls afterwards... when we got my pucca socks... when we all went rock climbing & I kicked ass & the boyfriend & Roo got all sad cause I showed them up ha! but yeah a certain someone who I shall not name kicked my ass but hella downplayed it... I wish me & him were still friends but... that's just the way it goes...
=( I miss watching movies with people & always getting ICEEs with Cha & then Tricia stopping @ every poster @ Edwards in Fairfield & commenting about how we couldn't wait for it to come out & stuff...
People were sharing their papers in Written & Oral yesterday & someone's paper reminded me of Ray... it brought me back to when Chrissytina told me what happened that morning... how I felt then... how me & Guna talked in her car at the parking lot of where the viewing was held & I confessed to her how unsure I felt about being there, about paying my respects bc it felt like I like, fake knew him you know?... like I wasn't even really part of his life so what was I doing there... and she said that bc I gave him his first kiss, I had the right to be there... & as silly as that sounds, when she said that, it brought me back to the time when he & I talked... how I felt all giddy about connecting with someone on a romantic level @ that point in time, when he went to my Hello Dance & just everything that happened with him... it made me miss him... it made me remember...
I'm sorry if I'm sounding sad right now. I'm actually feeling much better than I have in awhile, despite the fact that the only boba I've had in my system recently came from Jollibees and we purists all know how that goes... by the way Charlene, where'd you get your boba? Go to either Sweetheart Cafe (they have one in Berkeley & Oakland too) or QCup (Emeryville, Fremont, San Jose, Cupertino). Those places are quite the experts for the mm-that-made-my-day-boba.
Maybe more later... maybe. My stomach hella hurts... Tricia take care of yourself!!! Don't get sick... being sick is bad!!
It made me think of times when there weren't any kind of burdens going on in my life. So I'm thinking of when Cha went for dim sum with my family in Milpitas & we got Vanilla Green Tea with pearls afterwards... when we got my pucca socks... when we all went rock climbing & I kicked ass & the boyfriend & Roo got all sad cause I showed them up ha! but yeah a certain someone who I shall not name kicked my ass but hella downplayed it... I wish me & him were still friends but... that's just the way it goes...
=( I miss watching movies with people & always getting ICEEs with Cha & then Tricia stopping @ every poster @ Edwards in Fairfield & commenting about how we couldn't wait for it to come out & stuff...
People were sharing their papers in Written & Oral yesterday & someone's paper reminded me of Ray... it brought me back to when Chrissytina told me what happened that morning... how I felt then... how me & Guna talked in her car at the parking lot of where the viewing was held & I confessed to her how unsure I felt about being there, about paying my respects bc it felt like I like, fake knew him you know?... like I wasn't even really part of his life so what was I doing there... and she said that bc I gave him his first kiss, I had the right to be there... & as silly as that sounds, when she said that, it brought me back to the time when he & I talked... how I felt all giddy about connecting with someone on a romantic level @ that point in time, when he went to my Hello Dance & just everything that happened with him... it made me miss him... it made me remember...
I'm sorry if I'm sounding sad right now. I'm actually feeling much better than I have in awhile, despite the fact that the only boba I've had in my system recently came from Jollibees and we purists all know how that goes... by the way Charlene, where'd you get your boba? Go to either Sweetheart Cafe (they have one in Berkeley & Oakland too) or QCup (Emeryville, Fremont, San Jose, Cupertino). Those places are quite the experts for the mm-that-made-my-day-boba.
Maybe more later... maybe. My stomach hella hurts... Tricia take care of yourself!!! Don't get sick... being sick is bad!!
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