I let everything and everyone (no exceptions this time) make me depressed... it's not that they're doing it, it's that I'm letting them let me feel this way. I like how this depression thing doesn't necessarily go away.. it just gets buried and suppressed and then comes out whenever it feels like it...

By the way... I'm cancelling the other blog site... I only blogged when he blogged and bc he doesn't blog there's no point. No point, no blog site. Makes sense enough to me.

Everyone just.. do what you've been doing and leave me alone. I think that if people NOW ask me if I'm okay and if I'm alright... this sudden concern is bullshit so don't even try it.