UHHHM... I forget.
Actually not really but sort of. I'm sad for many reasons. Not really sad but like... rant (again... it's not even a PMS week... or is it?? My body's weird I dont know)...
I was copying my class schedule just in case I lose it & I don't feel like going online to get it... or something... I just needed it down on paper you know... so I wrote it out and now my hand hurts again. It's been two weeks! This is killing me. I have to be able to use my right hand. I'm a writer! This is why I'm posting more... cause I can't write in my regular journals. So yes, between trying to work & earn money & writing to release my thoughts & stress... my hand hurts. It's so no funn. It means no bowling with the boyfriend for awhile.
Yes, and while I was copying my schedule, I'm starting to slightly worry about my classes. One of my classes is fifteen minutes after the other... but my advisor told me it's only five or ten minutes away so... I dont know. I'm still worried. I'm going to need my breakfast!!! & my Mondays are hella booked up... ok, my last class is ballroom & swing dancing but still... I'm scared.
Yes. College, the thing I've been looking forward to for like two years now, scares me. Sigh. I'm scared of so many things... & it's the suspense too, in that it doesn't start for over a month... you know? The knots in my tummy are just getting started.
I just got done watching You've Got Mail on TNT & then they're going to play The Wedding Planner. These are movies I used to watch regularly... like I can quote lines. It's funn. Shh... dont tell my sis I don't know where her Deliver Us From Eva is... it's somewhere in this house (I hope!!!) I still want to watch it too.
I'm already at a "career" fork in the road... I have an opportunity to get another job... that pays better... & it's inside... & it'll probably prep me better for the college work for student program I'll be doing once I start school... but I think that my parents won't let me work there just cause my bf works there & they're going to think that I'm only working there bc of him & it's going to distract me blah blah blah. I don't know!
Cause I kind of want to stick it out @ JVC... cause it's not like the conditions are all that bad... but after having some sexist issues come up, & then bad customers who ruin my day... I don't know! I like my employers & fellow employees (for the most part...)... so yeah. Could I do both? I don't know!!! Jengy with two jobs? Hecka... weird....
Uhm I'm sort of hungry even tho I ate today. Fast metabolism (Deanna... "I have a really high metrabolism... metrab... metab....") But its late and I dont feel like cooking & eating processed food would be detrimental to my health. Bye!
Actually not really but sort of. I'm sad for many reasons. Not really sad but like... rant (again... it's not even a PMS week... or is it?? My body's weird I dont know)...
I was copying my class schedule just in case I lose it & I don't feel like going online to get it... or something... I just needed it down on paper you know... so I wrote it out and now my hand hurts again. It's been two weeks! This is killing me. I have to be able to use my right hand. I'm a writer! This is why I'm posting more... cause I can't write in my regular journals. So yes, between trying to work & earn money & writing to release my thoughts & stress... my hand hurts. It's so no funn. It means no bowling with the boyfriend for awhile.
Yes, and while I was copying my schedule, I'm starting to slightly worry about my classes. One of my classes is fifteen minutes after the other... but my advisor told me it's only five or ten minutes away so... I dont know. I'm still worried. I'm going to need my breakfast!!! & my Mondays are hella booked up... ok, my last class is ballroom & swing dancing but still... I'm scared.
Yes. College, the thing I've been looking forward to for like two years now, scares me. Sigh. I'm scared of so many things... & it's the suspense too, in that it doesn't start for over a month... you know? The knots in my tummy are just getting started.
I just got done watching You've Got Mail on TNT & then they're going to play The Wedding Planner. These are movies I used to watch regularly... like I can quote lines. It's funn. Shh... dont tell my sis I don't know where her Deliver Us From Eva is... it's somewhere in this house (I hope!!!) I still want to watch it too.
I'm already at a "career" fork in the road... I have an opportunity to get another job... that pays better... & it's inside... & it'll probably prep me better for the college work for student program I'll be doing once I start school... but I think that my parents won't let me work there just cause my bf works there & they're going to think that I'm only working there bc of him & it's going to distract me blah blah blah. I don't know!
Cause I kind of want to stick it out @ JVC... cause it's not like the conditions are all that bad... but after having some sexist issues come up, & then bad customers who ruin my day... I don't know! I like my employers & fellow employees (for the most part...)... so yeah. Could I do both? I don't know!!! Jengy with two jobs? Hecka... weird....
Uhm I'm sort of hungry even tho I ate today. Fast metabolism (Deanna... "I have a really high metrabolism... metrab... metab....") But its late and I dont feel like cooking & eating processed food would be detrimental to my health. Bye!
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