the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Thursday, September 18, 2003

Look it's orange in honor of the Giants clinching the divisino title for the seventh time tonight. I'm not really a fan, I just watch the news...

I'm awake but now... cause it's midnight but there's no one to talk to, so here I am, essentially talking to myself but whatever!!

I'm starting to put things into perspective... no more worrying... just calming down about stuff... trying to calm down anyways... and it seems to be working... yay. Things will be okay. They have to be okay. In the end everything's okay but if it's not okay then it's not the end. End of story. =) That quote rocks like Fraggle. I bit offa my lil brother when he said that things rock like pebbles. I thought that was the cutest thing ever. So now I must mold it into my own... just like this whole peas and carrots thing that everyone says instead of "peace"... so I think that Food Network has molded me into saying piece of cake instead of "peace" or "peas and carrots". But it's a long thing to say so let's see if I even remember it.

Guna & Jennie were making funn of me... when I told them that Mike was here and then he left and now I'm doing french homework... they were all "okay have fun doing 'french hw' with Mike". Yes. I don't know, it seemed more humorous at the time??... whatever.

Much love and support goes out to all of you UC people who are offing aways this weekend. Don't get discouraged if things don't seem alright in the beginning... they will be if you give it time, as I'm still learning here (& I've been here for not even a month!)... I love all of you, and I hope that Ethernet will encourage us to stay online forever and keep in touch constantly. Among those this goes out to, in order to make this more personal, Guna, Clarisse, Jae, Charlene, Kath, Rach, Paula, Deanna, Drea, Joel... I'm sorry if I forgot you, don't think that just bc you're not in my mind at the moment, you'll always be in my heart.

HECKA CLICHE! =D I'm in a cliche mood. I'm just relieved I'm not in a sad/stressed/frantic mood, as I've been in the recent past.

Thank you so much Michael for visiting me & fixing my computer & just giving me a sense of... recollection. It was the first time in a LONG time that I haven't been hecka moody or pissed for no reason or exasperated. I don't know why... but I'm glad I was able to act normally around you again. Tell Marielle & Marvin I say hi!... I hope I get to see them before they leave!

Okay, my bed ALWAYS feels hella good when I go to bed at night lately. So I'm looking forward to it now... piece of cake everyone!

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