man... what's a girl gotta do for some QT? =( feeling blue. a little red, but like, 99% blue. just when you think you state your intentions clearly... you're still left feeling incredibly, somewhat unexpectedly blue.

i find comfort watching dvds on my ibook and reading in my yellow room.

still have a lot more settling to do. still not at that comfort point... in many parts of my life.

i want a straightening iron.

i need to remember how to keep my posture straight. recently, i've forgotten how.