no beer, thanks. but i think i could use some chocolate... a small piece from Joseph Schmidt or something... or a lobster roll. no mayo. i hate mayo.
(ok, for future reference... blue=sad, red=angry, orange=happy, neon aubergine/purple= both a little blue/red, confused, pink = indifferent)
i was feeling really orange today but then i came across something that i was purposely trying to avoid to spare myself, but then i saw it, and it made me a little more blue. so i'm pink now. yeah i could definitely use some chocolate or a lobster roll, no mayo.
or simply the company of a dear friend who i havent seen or spoken to in awhile. any one of you out there, bc while i may seem very hostile, i do consider there to be quite a few dear friends out there in the void. "goodnight dear void".
last day of work tomorrow. im a little stressed over getting things set up in my apt, esp. bc ive been lagging in that, compared to my roommates... but school makes me calm. i dont really feel stressed out when im in school, to be honest. my coworkers are having a small small pizza party for me tomorrow. yay. i like pizza. having a maui bowl @ wahoos in a bit.
old friend just passed by. short convo. made me feel better about some things in my life... things that i rightfully should be proud of...
i've started having more anxiety lately because i can feel it in my stomach. i never used to feel like that in school. ive felt like that quite often this past month.
one raspberry jam filled donut please. with some vanilla soy milk. and a joseph schmidt confectionary, hazelnut.
i like to pretend that food solves problems. it's easier to do now that i've found out that i am of healthy weight... very healthy, according to one source. sometimes, food does solve problems. dont you wonder what the world would be like if no one was hungry... and not just hungry like i am now, but like, the Bucket family from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory hungry...
i think a nice future job would be ending the world's hunger... it just needs some even distribution is all.
my ibook has rhinestones.
(ok, for future reference... blue=sad, red=angry, orange=happy, neon aubergine/purple= both a little blue/red, confused, pink = indifferent)
i was feeling really orange today but then i came across something that i was purposely trying to avoid to spare myself, but then i saw it, and it made me a little more blue. so i'm pink now. yeah i could definitely use some chocolate or a lobster roll, no mayo.
or simply the company of a dear friend who i havent seen or spoken to in awhile. any one of you out there, bc while i may seem very hostile, i do consider there to be quite a few dear friends out there in the void. "goodnight dear void".
last day of work tomorrow. im a little stressed over getting things set up in my apt, esp. bc ive been lagging in that, compared to my roommates... but school makes me calm. i dont really feel stressed out when im in school, to be honest. my coworkers are having a small small pizza party for me tomorrow. yay. i like pizza. having a maui bowl @ wahoos in a bit.
old friend just passed by. short convo. made me feel better about some things in my life... things that i rightfully should be proud of...
i've started having more anxiety lately because i can feel it in my stomach. i never used to feel like that in school. ive felt like that quite often this past month.
one raspberry jam filled donut please. with some vanilla soy milk. and a joseph schmidt confectionary, hazelnut.
i like to pretend that food solves problems. it's easier to do now that i've found out that i am of healthy weight... very healthy, according to one source. sometimes, food does solve problems. dont you wonder what the world would be like if no one was hungry... and not just hungry like i am now, but like, the Bucket family from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory hungry...
i think a nice future job would be ending the world's hunger... it just needs some even distribution is all.
my ibook has rhinestones.
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