i'm so tired. eff you too.

this has been the worst semester, and people expect me to give more than i already have next semester. fcuk that, it's so not happening. ok, so how do i actually say that to their face tho...

i am at my limits... emotionally, mentally. did i mention im on a reduced calorie diet? not by choice, tho... maybe partly but not for the reasons i would have before. i'm wondering about that supercleanse thing tho... google it. it intrigues me. it shouldn't tho... lemon juice with cayenne pepper and maple syrup and laxative tea and salt water should scare the hell out of me, but it intrigues me. i think it's about the control you have for those ten days. i'd love that.

i'm going to hawaii in the middle of january bc it's cheaper than going during spring break. thank God.

mirefoire. is that how you spell it?

i used to look forward to thursday. tomorrow sucks tho. friday sucks.

i used to be able to say fuck all... what happened to that?

what happened to me? im so effing whiny lately.