Haha yeah I'm Gordo. That's cool. One more final to go! & yearbooks & prom pics & tassels & cords & grad gowns & caps! What the hell... & I'm getting my hair cut before graduation! Jagged layers above the shoulder, whoot whoot. Ha, I don't CARE if Michael doesn't like it when I cut my hair cause the last three times HE DOESNT NOTICE IT!!! Haha, so yes, punishment! Cruel and unusual, just the way I like it! =) What else?

Uhm, so much graduation related stuff. Still hasn't sunken in yet tho. I don't want it to. I think I will probably in August or during one of my orientations when I'm out in the big bad world. Mr. McKenna was scaring me about the Jesuit priests who teach @ USF & that they're all like hard core conservatives. I'm picturing hella old fashioned, white, Manifest Destiny believing kinda guys. The kind that would NEVER give extentions for papers & stuff. =( I'm praying that this kind of guy wouldn't be the professor of my creative writing class. No room for "creativity", especially of the libidinous nature, probably.

Uhhhhm... I'm craving soft serve ice cream or frozen yogurt. With sprinkles! Strawberry with sprinkles! =( That sounds so good right now. But we're getting ice cream cake tomorrow so I guess I can't really fulfill my craving. Yes, I get crazy food cravings. Especially during second period, hmm Cha? Damn I'm never going to have those again!! What the hell?!?! Maybe now it's starting to sink in...

g2g I'm drowning. (clever, ain't I?)

I'm David "Gordo" Gordon!

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So yesterday I wrote this long blog being sad and self-pitiful but Blogger was having issues, & refused to post it. That's okay, no one would have read it cause it was kinna long and repetitive and boring. It was a of the moment blog. But yes, I just thought you'd like to know that.

Four finals down, two to go. One grad practice down, one (hopefully just one!) to go. Yearbooks arrived today! I like it! & it's not just cause I know people & love people on the staff this year... I thought it was quite well done. Hehe in those tiny pictures in the front... they put mine up TWICE!! Yay! I'm the one in the cheer top with my sleeveless arms showing. I hate that picture. I'm glad it's blurry. Hehe, I know, I sound contradictory now. Yay! Goal accomplished...

What else? Prom pictures I think arrive tomorrow... senior lock down Friday night... Friday daytime is my dad's bday celebration. Roo's coming home... & we ordered a cake & it's the one with the freeze frame picture on it... we put a picture of the children (that's our cats, Ewok & Nala, if you didn't know)... & the guy was all "Cats? Who's birthday is it, the cats?" I like people with a sense of humor. They make life more enjoyable.

Right now Charliane is encouraging me to commit a federal offense. See Michael I have friends that are hoodlums too!

Speaking of Michael... we went double dating the other day! At McDonald's, where I forgot the elementary school children survive off of the Dollar Menu. Yay your hoodlum friend with my "dickhead" friend who likes to wear purple/blue! =D ::blush::

Hi Dru! I gotta talk to you soon about books & making deals... haha "making deals"... it'd be funny if we weren't talking about textbooks and talking about drugs instead... esp if you knew me and you'd be all "drugs... Jengy... funny!"... yes. Okae bye!

Okay SO i have this BIG story about today that just once again shakes up my faith in human kind and Anne Frank saying that deep down all people are good. Yes, my experience today has made me doubt that.

So okay, I'm at Target with my mom, & we see that kitty litter is on sale, you know in those displays that are in front of/between aisles. So we put a box in, then my mom goes to check other kitty litter box sizes or whatever whatever a couple aisles down, either one or two. I follow her, & then me & her talk about kitty toys and whatever. So then I go back to the outside aisle to see this woman, thirty ish, taking the kitty litter out of my cart & back onto the display. I think that she's confused, that she thinks it's her cart or something so I go, "Uhm excuse me, that's our cart." Thinking that she's just going to apologize quickly & move on, she looks @ me, and goes "Then why isn't it with you?" I'm a little ticked, bc hey she's taking my cart! So I'm all, "It has our stuff in it, so it's my cart." And then she's all "Well then, your cart should be with you, you should take your cart with you." I said "I didn't think I had to since I had something in it already!" So then she's all walking away and I'm just mystified, thinking that there are people like this, and I can hear her mutter "Stupid..." while shaking her head, and I say in the same tone of voice "Excuuuse me...". JEEZ!!!

People are soo mean! What the hell! Okay, I'd understand if one, I'm halfway across the store for five minutes or something, or two, if the cart was empty, or three if she thought that the cart was her. & I wasn't mean @ all (I think) when I told her that the cart was mine @ first. But seriously! There's stuff in the cart! A 21 lbs box of kitty litter! Get your own damn cart!!! Just bc there's no one near the cart at the moment, but there's stuff inside, doesn't mean that the cart is up for grabs! There's hella carts in the front, you know, where you enter, the first place you go when you come in the store! It's not like it's hard to get a cart! GRR!

Okay, yes Owen, I know, my cart should always be within eye distance from now on. But seriously, when you're shopping in narrow aisles with five other people with their carts, sometimes it makes more sense to leave your cart on the side while you shop for a minute or two, esp. if you have something in there already. People are mean. I'm quite ticked.

Other than that... uhhm my mom & I took our cats to the backyard & Nala got mean & Ewok got all adventurous and playful. I don't want to go to college bc my mom's going to let them go outside on their own and I don't want to have dirty, outside cats who end up as that stuff on Columbus Parkway that my carpools avoid on their way to & from school. No, I won't have that.

Sorry... man that event @ Target today made me angry & saddened. Every time I see kitty litter now I will be reminded of that incident.

I could be, should be cramming for my three, count em three, finals tomorrow, but here I am. Rest in Peace Marianne Caceres. I didn't really know/talk to you, but I know that my condolences go out to your family & I know that you're in a better place now... & my love & sympathy goes out to all those closer to her (Vincis)...

I agree with Jason tho... how does shit like that happen...

On lighter (not to be confused with disrespectful, hopefully), recap of the day would be church, talkin to Chris & his parents & inviting them to my grad party, then went grocery shopping, then Jennie came over to help my sorrie butt out with art, then I was evil rude & i practically kicked her out cause I went out with my parents to meet with my sis @ Walnut Creek (sorry Jennie, I'm way way grateful for your time!)... then we ate @ California Pizza Kitchen & got allergies & went around the art festival & bought a top @ Banana Republic. then went home & reviewed Art & Physics. Physics! Ohhh... physics.

Lots of prayers going out tonight... many for different reasons... all with the same motive... love. Everyone... I hope that you take the time to tell the people you love how you feel about them... and take care of everyone... cause if you don't, then who will?... I hope that we all find some sort of peace...