the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Location: San Francisco, California, United States

Thursday, February 12, 2004

Cha Cha Blah (6:06:04 PM): i love the mob
Cha Cha Blah (6:08:01 PM): its great.

That's between her & her god...

Tell me why this morning I had the theme for the Golden Girls in my head...

Get ready for the MASTER PLAN. No killings of any messengers... just a dealers, a informant, a monetary person, and a package person. And it'll be all done out in the public! No civilians will know ANYTHING. Nor will they be harmed in this deal.

-you're a friend and a confidant... thank you for being a friend...-isn't there something about heartache in that song somewhere?

Which Golden Girl would you be? I think I'd be Blanche, cept not so slutty. But then if Blanche isn't slutty, what is she???... hmm... that's a thinker...

Oh yeah... I hate waking up grumpy... now I love Britney's Toxic just as much as the next person, if not more... but if you're going to play it so I can hear it through the wall twenty two minutes before my alarm goes off, not to mention eight minutes before Quiet Hours is over, then imma kill you.

But then I take a shower & I'm not so grumpy as when I woke up.

I'm so moody that I'm extremely volatile in my sleep. Watchoutnow.

Yes, I'd feel sorry for Michael too. Actually, I do.

The thing that hurts is like the part of my mouth next to the teeth, on the right, in the back, below the tongue. Not so much the gums, I think... I've been rinsing with salt water since Tuesday night & tried Ambisol, but no go. Mike & Stephie said that it doesn't look so bad, but sometimes it hurts my throat. I don't know what it is! I'd better not have oral cancer or whatever it's called. That would suck (understatement).

Feeling quite insecure lately... somebody say something unexpected that's nice and will make me smile... please?

There were nicer things to talk about here... I swear! I don't remember tho!

You guys are so self destructive... pressing bruises...

Parents are way too influential for their own good.

Ok more later I love you buh bye.

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

My lip is bitten. It has this gross little thing on it & it swells a little. This happened like two days ago so it shouldn't hurt anymore, you'd think huh?

Why are there so many things to get my boyfriend for his birthday/Valentine's Day (because I am the poor college student with no job right now!)?!?! I think I'm set tho... I hope so anyway...

UHM. Tricia I want to send you mail... when I get time & I don't have two papers due okay?? I promise! Murray's going to die!

There's more I want to say but I really don't and I'm not sure so yeah...

Joe thanks for talking to me... being objective... it's nice... you too NA... I heart you both!

What else? I really don't know. I'm loving the school life... maybe I could say the geek thing... how I like the classes...

I want boba now. Haven't been to Sweet Delite in awhile... voted best tapioca drinks in the city by KPIX & Don Bleu with star101.3

What else... why is Murray dying??... UHM dammit... Marlena's the serial killer!... and I don't know what else... my mind's been sorta blurry lately... indeed.

GUNA I want to talk to you! I need you to ease some fears of mine. OH & remind me to tell you about something... YES. I'll try not to forget like last time.

Anticipating and dreading the weekend all at once. HAPPY PRESIDENTS DAY, saluting our country's original warmongers!

PS HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MICHAEL. The past 26 months have been nothing but fabulous. I love you. whoops, missed it by three minutes.

Note to self: green tea + milk = not so good. Green Tea + evaporated milk = hella good.

Green tea + sweetened (evaporated) milk/creamer + boba = HEAVEN.

Monday, February 09, 2004

Thank you Michael & Tricia for listening to me vent.

I want to make tea.

My mouth hurts.

People need to be quiet when others are working on their five page papers.

GRR irritated at the interruptions right now. The uncalled for ones... GRR.

Loud French neighbors suck. Think of hyper girls who talk too much, then imagine them speaking French. Yeah, it's like that.

UHM... French got cancelled today... & I have a five page paper to look forward to due tomorrow... fabulous... what else... I think I'm getting sick... I think I'm lactose intolerant... soy caramel lattes taste kinda weird...

Writer's block. Bad timing tho.

=( Sad. Disappointed. Maybe my expectations are too high.