This was some of the stuff I was blessed with for my bday. it was pretty damn fantastic. I love hearing that you only turn 21 once. Pictures of me early on the evening can be found on Myspace & Facebook. Sadly, there are no pictures from when it got worse/better, like when I started calling everyone and telling them how much I loved them & when I took a couple of roomie shots. Or when I threw up. I love how everyone is in the bathroom with you when you throw up, it's cute.

Ok. I'll do a sober birthday recap because I don't know if the hungover version got it all. Was @ my parents' house in Vallejo, headed for the city with Michael. Got a quick lunch & some milk tea before heading to Stonestown, where I got some funn jewelry (I'm rocking these cute ass skull & crossbone post earrings right now, I heart them.). Got dressed up in my cute ass American Apparel dress shown above (in black - HELLA comfortable) & me & Michael went to Sushi Blowfish to Die For in the Mission district.

Bc Andrew & Camille thought that dinner was at six thirty, we were early, so we started on the drinks. No carding necessary apparently, as I am, as John & Stephie said in the happy birthday messages, an "old lady". I had a "Manga Mojito" that they put in the large hurricane glass. SF Dine About town had a good deal, so I had three courses that I could barely enjoy bc I was experiencing my first mini hangover. Sad, bc I had some good sushi, a Maui maki roll with tuna, mango, & macadamia nuts. Despite this, I still was determined to finish my "X Rated Martini". And I did. And then I went all on the upside hyphyness by the time I got back to the apartment. (I know they won't read this, but great thanks to Camille & Dru for coming & for the Grey Goose)

Stephie kept looking at me all crazy and asking who I was and saying that I was gone. Janelle was excited. We took a couple of shots of the Hynotiq that my sister convinved my mom to get me. & then I pulled out my little Jenn Cocktails Cosmopolitan & we shared that too. Then I went to the bathroom & Janelle held my hair back - she was excited bc she said it was the first time for her to do that instead of someone doing it for her. Then I nursed my hangover by sitting on the couch and drinking water and eating a piece of toast and asking Sean & Jon Arellano online to help my headache.

I was afraid to go to sleep that night bc Janelle & Mike kept telling me not to sleep & then Mike said it was because it was so I wouldn't choke on my vomit. scarrry. So yeah. I think I was still woozy when I called him all hysterical about it. But yes. Woke up the next morning feeling fresh and ready to work.

It was funn & memorable... & it's good because I still remember everything. I've deduced that I'm a rollercoaster drunk, alternating from hyphy to hungover and back again. I think the constant water drinking helped to speed up everything. Leave it to me to overanalyze my first experience. See, I'm still me.

Goodnight. =)

i did the unthinkable. i got very very drunk. stephie kept saying that i was gone. i think i was gone.. i dont think that i should have had those shots with them. im a trooper apparently.

so my bird-day. stones with the boyfriend. got a fake pearl necklace and lots of earrings and some i have to return. then we went to sushi with andrew and camille and i had a mango mojito and a x rated martini and then i came home and had shots of hypnotiq with stephie and janelle and then some cosmo. ohhh i have the biggest headache right now.

right now... i apologize to anyone i called and sounded beligerant to. im not.. michael says that when im drunk im like me times ten. this is so not funn.

i am a rollercoaster drunk... i have funn high times and then the low is the dizzy room spinning times. man it is so not funn.

my sister informed me that it is the mixing of the drinks that does this. THEY DID NOT EVEN CARD ME. am i an old lady?

ok enough. WHY ARENT YOU ALL ANSWERING YOUR PHONES. that makes me sad that you do not want to share in this moment with me because i love you alll. and gavin newsome, whom i will work for tomorrow at nine freakin am. I WANT TO PASS OUT I WANT TO SLEEP BUT NO ONE WILL LET ME.

i hope i remember all of this later. i love you all thank you for the birthday wishes, luana @ 12 midnight, then john elkins at freakin six thirty in the moring and then later on when it was past 930 the time of my birth when i was actually twenty one and charliane's funn letter/card and then all of the birthday wishes... i swear i will remember when there are other things on my mind than PASSING OUT.

goodnight. i love you all. thank you. i've had a good time on this birthday of mine. FANTASTIC. bye bye.