the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Friday, June 02, 2006

i'm writing too close to the time i'm going to sleep... probably will be a slightly grumpy post then... so i apologize now if my post is bitchy cause i know right now it will be...

ok. off my chest: seriously. myspace pictures in the bathroom. the ones where you get dressed up JUST to take your picture in a bathroom. public bathroom... in your place of employment or maybe some random gas station, I don't know. or your bathroom with the vinyl shower curtain from bed bath & beyond in the background and your wicker clothes hamper in the background while you're in some outfit that your parents would probably not let you out of the house in (and i really don't care what your age is, it's probably true either way). whatevs. just not my style. something (i hope, knock on wood), i wouldn't do. taking your picture while you're piss drunk on the bathroom floor, that's different... it's more in the moment. getting dressed up just to take your picture in your bathroom with the sole purpose of myspace...

well let's just say that I've heard (and confirmed through reliable sources) that places of employment can and will check myspaces of employee prospects. that's right. you want that job at nordy's with the phat commission? that half naked picture of you smoking weed while holding a huge bottle of a 21 and over beverage... probably can and will be used against you in your "we're just looking for someone with more experience... a better fit for the company" phone call.

disclaimer. i know my own myspace isn't exactly employer friendly. BUT... it could be worse. if anything, it shows i heart my mom. which i do. =) even when she's effin crazy.

i was gonna beeyotch about something else. oh yes. i don't like it when people expect me to be there for them when they haven't been there for me. please dont ask me "where are you" when i definitely haven't been asking "where were you when...", even though maybe i've thought it, but i haven't held it against you. just because a time is more convenient for you doesn't mean it's convenient for me; it hasn't been convenient for me, i don't know why it would be any different now or why you would think any differently now. that's why everything is the way it is now... cause you weren't there for me then, and i know better than to count on you for things like that. so dont expect it from me. it's just plain not fair.

i haven't said anything about it bc i didnt think it was worth getting into it... but it does bother me. but i didn't feel like the drama outloud cause people talk... so whatevs. it just bothers me, it really does. just wanted to air that out.

uhm... happy things? i started work at what stephie affectionately refers to as the thong song... walking hard in wedges is NOT a good idea... I wish i could find a job not in retail where i can wear my chucks avec no problems...

the super warm weather makes me miss sf. i realized my first morning class next semester is @ lone mtn. and i thought i could successfully avoid it... damn. i think it'll be a good class though: it's about food! and the lack of it. and the world. and it's history. i love all of that. except the lack of food part, that's bad.

tk noodle (yayy soup) & over the hedge tomorrow. i love how my mother im'd me the other day saying "i like xmen... which one is rebecca... stamos ex... i only know hugh and halle berry... it didnt look like him"... in her broken english that would make zero sense if i said it aloud... but hilarious nonetheless.

LOL an emu in albany, ny, at an elementary school campus!!! hilarious video of him running around and peeking its head through the parking lot... omg soooo funny watching it run!! sorry. random.

i need to make a list of things to buy once i start seeing income. haircut. short sleeve blouses for work. skirts for work. black flip flops. white flip flops. airplane tickets. pg&e. vacation. half yearly sale @ nordy's. the annual splurge on my favourite brand... what will it be this year? have a watch... sunglasses... don't need shoes or a purse... hmm. shut up, they make bikinis? hella cute man. maybe another pair of shoes. =D I'm afraid i'm overbuying on the wedges cause summer's only temporary... aw man i was going to say something and now i forget. sorry for that burst of materialism, it does comfort me.

eric musselman. he didn't do superbad on the warriors... especially during those years when they didn't have anyone particularly fantastic there.

ch.4 just talked about the city issuing a proclamation for a person =) i used to do that stuff!

i want to graduate. none of this memorabilia stuff will be around during december and i'll just feel all sad and not as special. i want the congrats balloons. i think imma get that barbie cake again and compare the pictures. fantastic.


remind me to recharge the pod.

i've written a lot; i haven't earlier this week cause i haven't been feeling so hot.

mm philly cheeseysteak. yum. pas des oignons, with mushrooms. i had jamba today and it was kinda gross.

there are really nice people in the world who do have manners. there are hella dumb people who just plain lack common sense.

it's not directly related to the previous comment but... the hills. of course she's going to get that internship. she had like, two things that her boss told her to do, and she didn't do it. her friend is HELLA dumb. i will rely on my previous staple statements of "who says things like that?!?". people have no shame, and it's kinda painful to watch and experience. you're serious. effing wow. cannot take my eyes away from the fresh meat challenge tho. gotta love that coral.

I think my tiredness and impatience for the dumb and impractical and bratty spoiled is starting to physically show bc i'm not getting carded anymore. i either don't get carded or i get carded very very critically, to the point where i'm offended that they're trying to stare me down that hard. seriously, that picture is four years old. effin a.

sorry again. i haven't spoken in awhile...

ok. one more vent. why do the restaurants get blamed for america's obesity problem? seriously; i know about lots of places that get criticized for having "small, stingy portions". and then the media starts doing all of these pieces on how restaurants add to the problem because of the big plates offered. why can't people just take individual blame, own up to our weak, hungry faults? starbucks isn't putting the gun to your head while you order your venti mocha frap with extra whip and extra syrup.

argh. i think i'm just plain tired. it's my first week of work... my life of leisure is on hold until... well, we'll see if i'll be calling it that in august. i highly doubt it. if it's not one thing, it's another.

i'm sorry im so negative. i haven't been this negative in awhile, and everyone gets to be every so often. at least i didn't take it out on any one person in particular. thanks blog catharsis. =) you save me from myself.

ps. confession: i heart reading myspace and finding out that people have broken up or gotten together. i find it fascinating. & they're usually people on my own friend list, so i feel less intrusive. whatever man, if you put it out on the web, as i've learned, it's seriously fair game. that single status and the missing couple pictures and the updated top eight is duly noted. on the market. =) same reason why i heart the tabloids & pink is the new blog. hott.