the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Location: San Francisco, California, United States

Saturday, April 29, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUANA MARIE!!!! best friends since 1st grade... and now you're twenty one and we can BAR HOP & get wasted together! heart u.


I went on a school field trip today, something I haven't done since... probably before my senior year of high school? I don't even remember. And it was for science. Science. Ouch. I like views... and climbing the mountains to see those views sometimes...

but I may have contacted some poison oak. arrrgh, pirate.

Cha, ok, so you blog about how scaary it is how much people can find out about you by Googling you, and then you say you Googled my name... =) It's ok. I trust you.

What I want people to know anyway... or what they "can" know... well if you're reading this, you probably already know it. Oh. I don't like boys with long hair, because long hair on boys more often than not looks dirty... I mean, what, hair looks clean when it's shiny and bouncy, and I don't think boys should have shiny & bouncy hair, you know? So yes, no long dirty hair for boys. I'm over that.

Being surrounded by thirty or so people bitching about the same things that they cannot change also is high up there. Yes, it's damn cold. Yes, we had to go on an all day Saturday field trip to areas where we have no cell phone service. Yes, sometimes we took walks just to see the views, not to take notes; it probably isn't, as you testify, "the biggest f***ing waste of time. Ever.". Oh yes, it is still cold. Yeah... although I can definitely be less whiny... being around whiners, especially when they constantly use profanity, is just... not how I'd like to spend my time.

I like it when people tell me they miss me before I'm gone. Does that make sense? It's like they appreciate the fact that you're there at the time, because they know you're not always going to be, so they let you know. I appreciate that a lot. It's been very few and far between, & the first time, I didn't appreciate it... but now I do.

I have a new internship next year. =) Am I happy about leaving the Gavs? No, not necessarily... but there are "bigger & better" things to move onto, even if just for four months.

i love that comcast ad about kids shows that aren't hard to find and the little girl is playing hide & seek and they're all hiding... hella cute, man.

saw stick it... as my roommate said "nothing can fade bring it on!!!"

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I've been... moody lately. The sun's been putting me in a fantastic mood. The way that everything's been happening... mixed. I feel wildly successful, on top of my world, conquering my kingdom, but not in the Napoleon way, even though we're both short and he has a dessert named for him and I heart desserts more than just about anything else...

I digress. Yeah... just moody. Both uppity and not so much... but pretty okay. I don't know. I felt the need to convey this to you all... yes.

Sad about leaving my internship. Anxious about summertime. Scared of finals. Anxious/nervous about my new internship. A little empowered by a little of everything, actually.

I used to think that I had it all when I was... sixteen. Top of my game. Now... twenty one is the new sixteen.

Tell me how in the WORLD did Ryan Seacrest make it on People's 100 Most Beautiful People in the World??? I like Tom Cruise better than I do Ryan...

Want to see... Thank You for Not Smoking. & Stick It. Did I say I saw American Dreamz? I think I did... anyways, Iraq-istanis, man. There's three kinds.

I tried to see the Gavs today. Failure. Got a free bag though, with socks and a water bottle.

I need pastry. Sorry that I started so many sentences in this entry with "I...".

Monday, April 24, 2006

VOTE FOR SAN FRANCISCO!! =)

Fifteen minutes ago, I hit my politics zenith... the epitome of my politics education and everything that I'd hoped it to be. It was effing awesome.

Then about five minutes ago, I was quickly brought down with the realities of the present time... family isht of ignorance... influx of work and "responsibilities" (more like obligations that should be brushed off because they're so... blown up)... :sigh: it was nice while it lasted, though. The politics high. I don't think I've experienced anything like it. It definitely made me feel better about being a politics major and and a history minor and not the other way around. It reaffirmed my interests and my reasons for being in politics in the first place.

On Friday, Chrissy, Stephie & I got "super hyphy" in the club. Good times. ;-)

One minute I'm lagging and breathing and the next I'm exhilarated and next, I'm exhausted and can't breathe enough. Did that make sense? I'm probably making something out of nothing.

More later!