courtesy of tricia's tag... 5 bad habits.

1. i take things too personally. i'm super sweet sixteen like that, thinking the world revolves around me.
2. i leave tissue everywhere. half used. not entirely used. but sometimes half.
3. i misplace many things. im very forgetful. i left ice cream out to thaw one night, forgot about it, and saw it sitting out the next morning.
4. i have what my mother calls "big eyes". i notice a lot. i look at things i probably shouldn't look at. i'm nosy like that, all up in your business.
5. i'm a victim of one of the seven deadly sins... well not a victim yet because i'm not dead: gluttony. i'm only now finally starting to balance out my weight that's been iffy since starting college. and i think it's just because i don't eat meat as much anymore. well, the aerobics classes might be a factor too.


saturday night... but i had an eventful weekend. for better or worse, i guess. i spent way way way outside of my means. technically not because that's what savings are for, somewhat, but what can you do. ae jeans fit like heaven. my hair is short and black. i love it, but we'll see how i feel when i actually have to style it myself. i also got makeup, earrings, a skirt, a belt.. it felt like more than that.

i'm... searching.

all you need to know is im not a ho, and to get with me you better be chief lots o dough.

girls, girls, girls is my favourite jay z song of all time. and that's a hard one to figure out too because he's fantastic. and i want a busta rhymes greatest hits cd. i dont think it exists.

rachael ray is coming to sur la table in san jose december fifth. i want to go. i want to skip school and have her sign my e.v.o.o. i'm so not even kidding about any of this.

a hypochrondriac who says "ouch!" before i whip it out.

it's times like these where i wish i smoked. honestly. but it's too expensive and it hurts my throat to even inhale 2nd hand smoke so that's a no.

i'm seeing my parents tomorrow. lately ive been having really good visits with them. im grateful there's one thing that's been relatively easy to handle.

jay to the z...flow with me...

i think im going to go watch either finding nemo or sisterhood of the traveling pants while straightening my hair tonight. and maybe read over some stuff for american justice class.

i'm a pimp in every sense of the word...

oh, jayz. now you're with beyonce; those st. tropez pictures look pretty damn cozy to me. you're so not forever mackin.

Tricia I'm confused!! What is this tagging business?? What am I supposed to do?!? Instructions, por favor.

I made pasta today. It was great. I used all my veggies tho.

I hope I look okay with black hair. Guna said it'd be ok because I have rather straight hair and then I can have straight black hair and be that stereotypical sexy exotic Asian. I'm excited for using my staightener with my black hair. I hope it won't look weird tho. In pictures from junior year it looks like I have black hair & it doesn't look ok. I think it's just a little drastic for me because this is the lightest it's been right now bc of the highlights I got in May. But it's been awhile.

Sorry, I'm shallow. But it's my hair. If there's something to be shallow about and you're a girl, it should be your hair. I think. Isn't that why sometimes it's a big deal when women get cancer and get chemo and they lose their hair, because we link our hair with like, basic femininity? Yes. I get to be shallow about my hair because it is the essence of my womanhood. Or something.

America's Next Top Model is so good in reruns. Why is that?? And I'm so jazzed for Making the Band 3. Michael, can you dvr it for me pleease? I caught it last night and I don't know why it's so good. I'm rootin for Aubrey. Hey, when is Project Runway coming back?!?

Diving head first into the LSATs... and I'm average. 50% get worst grades than I do and 50% get better. That's okay because that was the first itme I ever tried anything like that. I learned secrets to logic games!! I actually didn't do too badly on that section. But yeah, I need to learn how to read faster. And figure out that whole logical reasoning. It brings "if...then" statements to a whole new light.

I get to see my boyfriend tomorrow!! Hooray. I saw him last week on Tuesday but we normally see each other on weekends & I didn't get to last weekend bc he went to Texas, but I get to see him on Thursday & Friday this week. And hopefully Sunday. I'm a little freaked out because I'm taking BART relatively late... six thirty ish, which means I'll arrive at like, seven something... and it's already dark at that time... He's dyeing my hair. We're going to get teriyaki.

Dinner tonight: cream of mushroom soup and parsley butter toast. I want to make compound butter. That'd be cool. But I lack wax paper.

So here I am.

It's my bad week. Got done with a history midterm a little over an hour ago. Now paper and studying for a Monday quiz. Sleepy. I want to nap. LSAT workshop in an hour. Should I nap? Or should I read... maybe I will attempt to read and end up sleeping because of that. maybe I'll just sleep.

It's Tuesday. I missed Gilmore Girls last week because Michael came and we didn't meet his friends at the Dublin Hooters cause we showed up at the San Francisco Hooters and we just ate chocolate and bad calamari instead.

In real life, Napoleon Dynamite is a married Mormon. !!!!

The colour has been bought: Black Pearl.

Goodnight.

:update:
my boyfriend's better than yours because mine picked up some hair colour and a ceramic revlon straightener. AND he picked up sisterhood of the traveling pants. he even went above & beyond bc it was sold out @ the first place he tried. it's ok. i'm a good girlfriend because i get tickets to kings game.

i want chicken popcorn bites. i need to start buying meat. i lack protein i think.

im just glad my midterm is over and my paper is written.

lc and jason. who saw that coming?? it's like a soap opera where everyone just interdates within like second cousins or whatever because that's all who's left.

i love october in san francisco. i love that i can watch the blue angels from my bedroom window.

in the past i've dealt with conflict by running away from it. it's always my first instinct, to deal with it in that way. doesn't make it go away, but it sure makes me far away from it.

my myspace has new pictures. that 12 photo limit came in handy.

my mom showed me a card that had a picture of chinese take out with the front line "I want to take you out".

HAVOLINE a nice day.