the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Friday, January 23, 2004

HELLO! I had a fantastic day of enjoying my freedom of non school non work overjoyedness.

Spent most of my day with Michael... already can't complain there... went to Concord again... ate @ I Love Terriyaki & Sushi again... fabolous combo plates... watched Tad Hamilton... Michael doesn't know how many smiles I have... but he's still my Tad Hamilton... then we discovered a rock climbing place in Pleasant Hill & got excited... & got coffee... and went to St. Pat's & I saw Jerrick! I miss him... & then Michael just kicked it @ the casa for awhile.

We took the phrase TV dinners literally... it was funn... Full House & Friends & basketball always makes a great... is combination more than two things too? Sure.

Just had a really funn time with Michael today. I don't know... just spending time with him was funn. Funn in simple things makes me really happy.

Greatness tho... don't know where my first class is on Monday... running around Lone Mountain all morning... not a good way to start off a semester... hope I get all my books in time...

Weekend of funn with the sister coming up. Whoo hoo.

If anybody's wondering, Biore strips for the nose & face would be nice for celebrating Thursday. =D BYE!

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

I really need to stop comparing myself to other people. That's how the self-esteem gets in trouble... that, & the insecurity & the snootiness & that's just bad karma. I need to stop being so judgemental.

Cept on TV, cause that's just too easy... cept there's editing tricks. That's why I like going on the people of the Real World's sites because they say what goes on behind the scenes of those Gauntlet missions & such. Did I mention that The Apprentice is like the best show ever cause they're hella successful people & most of them are very good looking?? My God, what luck.

Dammit I just remembered I have an appointment tomorrow @ some unGodly hour of the morning. Any hour of the morning is unGodly. I need a clue.

I'm feeling quite confused right now. I just tried to spell confused with an F. I'm having issues right now, or maybe I'm just feeling like an issue. I'm not sure.

Card games are vicious. Read it on the site. What has happened to studiowasabi?

=( Sticky stuff got attached to part of my football slippers. The hoodlums @ Safeway tried to trick me with Capri Sun today. So did the hookers @ Benicia Coffee Company. Coffee hour is Godsend.

Monday, January 19, 2004

I think Michael told me to blog again but I don't remember.

We had Japanese food today. & I got shoes. And cookies. I concluded that one thing I miss from high school is dressing up. How come the dresses got all cute once I graduated? I want to go places that require me to wear really really cute black and pink dresses. Or have a job that makes me do that! What job makes me do that??

UHM I don't remember anything else. Last week here. I have to run errands with the mother who pays for the things bought during the errands. Yay new contacts. Ok. Feel like some carbs. I am anti-Atkins. Not really. Sort of. BYE!



Sunday, January 18, 2004

So I am blogging because Michael told me to, and he blogs whenever I tell him to so it's fair. Obviously, I do whatever anyone tells me to do because the last time people told me to update, I did. I'm such a sheep. What's that you say? Jump? How high would you like?

Hi! Haven't been doing much lately... went to Stockton on Friday with Tricia & Michael to visit Cha. Got transported to "Lord of the Rings"/"Dawson's Creek" Ivy League school. It was interesting.

I don't really remember what else I did from the last time I posted. Me & Michael went somewhere on Thursday... wait no we didn't. Ha. I'm like an elephant man.

Went out with my mom on Thursday? Yeah that sounds more like it.

Went to my dorm today to put some stuff back. I missed my room! It's so comfy there... I look forward to reading my International Politics book in my cozy bed.

UHM WHAT ELSE. Guna, I'm okay! I need to talk to you bout stuff tho!

Tomorrow... RIP Ray... I know we weren't always on good terms, we didn't always understand each other... but I'm glad the last time I saw you, we got along well & know that I will always remember you... you were part of my high school learning experience & you helped me grow as a person.

Whenever I think about Ray I wonder what could have been done differently... I wish that we could have been friends after everything... that we could really talk things out without getting all dramatic and defensive... but we had good memories... and I'm able to look back on all of it and smile. I hope he thought the same way.