the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Location: San Francisco, California, United States

Thursday, May 06, 2004

So I just spent 85 dollars at Jamba Juice!! Holler. I got two boxes of Luna Bars and then one box of pita chips... and a small mango a go go. Ha. I probably have five hundred something or another. Soda? Candy? Chips? Pizzas with the works? ASK ME! VISIT ME!

The stress is on! I've got a speech in three hours, a presentation on Monday, a paper due Wednesday, two finals on Wednesday, then my last final on the following Monday. It's all winding down... but it feels like a Shakespeare tragedy where like the climax happens and then all the bad stuff happens and then it's over. Yeah, like that.

Okay so I really need to stop playing Spider and start cracking down. More later. Hasta.

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Leave it to my mother to give me some light, mildly entertaining conversation.

Pfl480 (6:06:40 PM): ok - we have porkchop and margarita - it's cinco de mayo
serendipilicious (6:06:55 PM): ok
serendipilicious (6:06:57 PM): dont get drunk again.
Pfl480 (6:07:23 PM): ewok is rally bad today
Pfl480 (6:07:47 PM): nala took his favorite place -- guess where he slept
serendipilicious (6:08:59 PM): i dont know
serendipilicious (6:09:01 PM): where
Pfl480 (6:09:12 PM): on top of the pillow
Pfl480 (6:09:33 PM): and it is also my favorite pillow

I'm probably the only one who actually finds this amusing... yeah my mom got tipsy last weekend in Napa while I worked my ass off so I can get some battle scar in Pamplona in July...

Ok more later... I'm bombarded with a butt load of work for school... five more days of classes then one day for a final...

Sometimes people surprise you... for the better.

PS. I miss you. I think you were right.

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

I finally understand why Friendster is in existence. When you're upset... and wondering who really cares about you... without even asking, people appear... and make you feel grateful for past occurances... that may be in the past, but they're... they still feel nice. Really nice.

I love how everything in school intersects... like the Bermuda Triangle... and it just feels like God is telling me why I'm a politics major... and even tho I'm unsure about if I can ever get into law school or get a job I want in politics... something is telling me that things will be ok.

I want to be in a TV show where, in the credits, they list you as "good looking girl"... sorry, I was just watching the credits for Gilmore Girls.

I'm glad that Tuesday night TV never fails to disappoint.

I'm going to name my future pet CHAD. Does the country of Chad still exist? For some reason I was really surprised when Zaire went away and I didn't even know it... there's no more Zaire!!... Sorry, geographic geek here.

The sky was an awesome shade of blue. Roo, you want a cracker with that? Ho!

Just for the record... nice people rock. Inconsiderate people are not so nice.

The USF library is amazing. Those leather armchairs rock.

(By the way... blogs can be deceiving)

Sunday, May 02, 2004

PS. On a happier note, Mean Girls kicked ass. So hilarious. Something else good happened too but I don't remember what now... oh yes I do. Lakers lost. WHOO.

Funny conversation reminicent of one last year too...

Dad: Did the Kings win the series with Dallas?
Me: Yeah.
Mom: They got lucky. Go Dallas!
Me: Dallas what mom?
Mom: Dallas Cowboys!
Me & Belle: That's football!

Reminicent of...
Jami: Go Mavs!
Me: Jami, where are the Mavs from?
Jami: Uhhh... uhmmm... Sean!! Where are the Mavs from?
Sean: Dallas.
Jami: Dallas!

I'm in an ehhh mood. Don't you hate how other peoples' moods are often so contagious, like laughter, cept this time, it's the quiet ehh mood and that's how I feel now? Ick.

So my weekends usually consist of half days of evil work where people are mean because it's hot outside, then after work, I kick it with the boyfriend till my mom kicks him out of the house, basically? Yeah, that's the harsh way of saying it, it's not like that... but yeah that's the gist of it. Me & him either go to the movies, watch a movie @ home, watch a basketball game or something else on tv, or go to the mall.

My computer is acting up again. It had a couple of viruses last week, and it hasn't recovered. Great. So I'm in the ITS lab again bc the nicer computer classroom labs are closed bc it's Sunday because I have an annotated bibliography due tomorrow afternoon. I'm kind of scared for when I'm done and I have to walk back to the dorms at night and it's all scary because of the people who keep getting robbed.

Tomorrow, Michael will stop by after he's done with school... he's going to lend me his laptop that he's not using for while my computer is being whack. =/ I want my computer to work, even tho I only have a few more days of school left. It's crazy. Then I'm going to be working full days of work instead of half days which kind of sucks because time goes by so slowly...

So last night I was thinking about someone... who made me sad. But now I feel nothing because you mean nothing... we were friends... and I'd be sad because we're not friends anymore... but the person you are now is not someone I want to be friends with... I'm not asking for anything to change because I know that you're happy now, and why should I ask someone to stop being happy for my sake? But this is how things just are... and I'm finally beginning to be okay with that.

I miss people. I miss analyzing movies with Cha, I miss analyzing tv shows with Tricia, I miss analyzing people with Guna, I miss analyzing love lives with Jae... I'm feeling sort of empty and unfulfilled right now. I can't say why, I think it's my ehh mood. Sorry.