the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Location: San Francisco, California, United States

Saturday, August 27, 2005

man... what's a girl gotta do for some QT? =( feeling blue. a little red, but like, 99% blue. just when you think you state your intentions clearly... you're still left feeling incredibly, somewhat unexpectedly blue.

i find comfort watching dvds on my ibook and reading in my yellow room.

still have a lot more settling to do. still not at that comfort point... in many parts of my life.

i want a straightening iron.

i need to remember how to keep my posture straight. recently, i've forgotten how.

Friday, August 26, 2005

hi man. im kind of... pink right now. not red, not blue, indifferent, chillin. im pmsing like what, so my mood swings are in full force, unfortunately. but yeah. not red anymore so that's cool.

had three of my classes yesterday. my politics class is kind of intimidating. i luv my history class, in an l-u-v kind of way. it makes me wish that i majored in history. i wonder what i could have done with that. maybe i should have... oh well, another life na lang.

watching the first episode of laguna beach season one while on bart makes the trip much much faster. who knew there was a concord train. i bet the guy sitting next to me thought i was weird for watching all of these blonde children frolick on the beach and party in black dresses.

i will be living on soymilk and life cereal. hopefully vitamin water.

this chick on what not to wear is hella cute. the problem is that she dresses in mostly black turtlenecks. not in a goth way, in a insecure about my body way. but she's hella cute. man. i'd love to have a complexion like that. and her hair is hella shiny. but aww she's trying on something that's not black pants black turtleneck and she's crying!! poor thing. makes me feel much better about my self esteem.

heloo nalla. pretty scarry black cat.

school isnt as comforting as i thought it was. i got all stiff in class... not in the pervert boy kind of way, but like, scared stiff kind of. maybe i should have chosen a better word. i dont know man... just... like i couldnt sit right. i felt not so comfy.

i need long sleeves. i keep thinking that it'll be warm through october... and it will. but yeah.

michael has helped to make my room beeyootifull. no, really. he helped to paint it yellow and he built my desk and my cabinet and our dining room table which isnt in my room but still and then he gave me a new doorknob and it's all pretty.

dude, my mom is iming me. she's in the next room. effing weirdo. but it's ok bc she paid to get my roots done today. and for my life cereal. holler.