Hmm... today was boring... went to South Bay to see my sister... yeah... bored a lot...

Hopefully tomorrow I won't be bored... Michael and I are planning one of our days o funn... early Christmas shopping @ Stonestown... FINALLY WATCHING LOVE ACTUALLY (those commercials just somehow send some endorphins my way...)... then some Thai BBQ dinner... then back to my place so I can study my ass off for French... yay...

CONGRATS TO STEPHIE & COMPANY! yay no more stressing, now go take showers, eat, & sleep! during normal times too!

UHM... I'm still kind of sad about that thing that I talked to Ryan about... I hadn't really thought about the situation until lately... holiday sadness, party of one? here I am...

I keep waiting for Saturday Night Live to come on... on Friday nights. =) I like college. It makes me smrt.

I had Q Cup today. That was fabulous.

Everyone who's sick... I'm sorry. Feel better. Everyone who is not... go get your flu shot!!

=( Being in (physical) pain sucks.

Ok... yeah... talking to Ryan helped me see some parts of it I didn't really know were there... and yeah... I'm not longer in the insightful mood I was in less than an hour ago bc me & Steph went walking in the dark rite quick... and now we're back. So yes.

I'm having mouth problems. It hurts. I have an appointment with the ritualists who put the shiny sharp things that poke and hurt even more. But other than that, I'm looking forward to my weekend.

I can't remember what else now. I think I'm getting sort of sleepy but I'm not really sure. I feel... I don't know.

I wanted to start this post off with "wow" again but then I remembered Chris's website and I'd be kind of a hypocrite.

Out of all the people to have an insightful conversation with, the kind that makes you want to cry... I was talking to RYAN UY a lil earlier about something that I didn't realize still meant something to me... man... it helped tho cause it gave me a male unbiased perspective (because Michael's totally biased, agreed?)

More later. I'm going to walk in the dark with Steph now.

Wow I went a day without posting... that's a true sign of being busy. Haha... just shows how unbusy I am. But I like it that way... I don't know if you'd call this selfish, but I really like having all of this time to myself... it gives me this great breather from high school when I was involved with so much and I never really had time for myself... so I think this is the time between high school and marriage where... where one can find oneself & focus on oneself... not knocking themselves out to impress their parents or various colleges... and not having to devote your life to someone yet... it's that in between time where you've done enough to know what kind of person you are, but you're learning how you are and what you can become and how you'll benefit that one special someone later on...

Am I making sense or am I just going on some far off tagent to say that having (a lot) of time to yourself is a good thing?

Michael & I went to Clement yesterday for crispy noodles, sizzling rice soup, roast duck, and boba. That's like the complete makings of a great date. Then I went all hardcore and went to the library with Sean to study for my politics & stats tests. After two hours, I surrendered and Michael and I went back to the dorm to finish off our leftovers.

I got to make a napkin flower! I miss those. I wish I had a reason to do those more often. Professional float maker, hell yeah...

Steph told me to wake her up @ 12:30. I did. She said thank you. She's still lying down with her eyes closed now. It is 12:34.

I love automatic toilets.

One test down (hopefully successfully), one to go (sure to be horrible)... then I get to register!! & hopefully grab some coffee or ice cream or something.

Wednesdays make me happy. Three classes and done by three in the afternoon? Naps make Wednesdays complete.

It's nice to know that after 23 months, me & Michael can still laugh uncontrollably together over really stupid stuff. I think we're entering that silly stage, where the stupid stuff just brings us closer cause we just joke around and laugh and I denno it just makes us closer somehow. It's cool cause isn't this phase supposed to happen in the beginning of a relationship?

Jami... I kept drawing your lions with teeth in my stats notebook (by the way that's why I'll do badly on this test, because I don't really pay attention and I doodle senselessly. But it's ok bc he drops the lowest test grade, & my other tests weren't too bad.) I miss you so much Jae. 11/29, the evening belongs to us!! =) When's the last time we had a double date, Valentine's Day??? Forever ago...

Guna. I want Guna to come over too. Can I dye your hair or something??? I swear, you and Cha and Tricia should come to my house and make cookies again.

Cookies! I miss cookies from SPSV during break when they're all warm. I think that THAT'S what I miss most about high school. Haha not really... actually I'm not sure. You never know.

Ok so I'm done with my speech stuff for now and I'm quite awake sort of and I need to do something... study for my politics or stats quizzes? I'll probably end up doing that while I'm in bed...

Nutella with anything is good. Anything.

Happy anniversaries to Sean & Jami & Guna & Alvin. =)

Everyone keep your calenders open for the ENTIRE YEAR of 2009. =)

Karma... you can't tell people when they get karma... otherwise that's your bad karma... and you can't hope for others to receive karma... cause that's also your bad karma... so, yeah.

I had a dream that I got along with the person that I don't. It was nice. It reminded me of old times. I'm sad that it ended, but I'm not regretting that it ever happened.

"I'm a piranha!"... rip it roll it & punch it everyone! SWEET. (totally!)

It's a stressful week. Count your blessings, those who have today off... I could use a day off. It'd be nice.

Happy belated Anniversary Michael! I know I already told you... but just want to make sure that you know I didn't (completely!) forget... it'd just be like, whoa today's our anniversary! =) Happy 23 months! Don't let it get overshadowed by the next!

UHHM I heart you Chrissytina! Thanks for relating to me and not making me feel like my thoughts and feelings were way out there. It's nice to know that someone understands how I feel about certain situations.

UHM if you see the roommate online say I HEART YOU to her... it'll make her smile and we should all try to make people smile.

OK now leave me alone for a couple of days... till Wednesday afternoon cause I have a lot of isht to do. BYE