This weekend I found out I gained weight... how depressing.

Winter... all those holidays and gift exchanging or sometimes just gift giving... how do all of these people who don't have jobs pay for everything that they buy for themselves & others?

I'm rather depressed right now so... yeah you can stop reading now. Really...

I don't know... I just know that on Christmas & my birthday, a little more than a month after Christmas... it's like no one really knows me bc they get me gifts... like just to get me a gift, not bc they think I'll like it or something, but just because it's required. It's the thought that counts... but when it seems like no thought is put into it at all... why are you going to get someone a gift if you don't really care if they like it or not?

I guess that's why I get stressed out during this time of year because I'm worried if the people I'm giving the gift to is really going to like it or not... I mean... I know it's the thought that counts... but I want them to enjoy the gift and yeah... is that really so wrong?

Don't get me wrong... it's nice to be thought of when it's that time of year... really. & if you don't know me and you think that if I get a present that I wouldn't normally get myself, I don't throw it back in the face of the giver... I just get depressed sort of. I don't know why I'm like that...

I think it was like a year ago I was all depressed that I couldn't go shopping anymore... I didn't have any money so I didn't see the point... to look at a bunch of things that I can't have? That's just... I don't know... it's that whole getting your hopes up over nothing thing...

There's more going not so right in my life right now that I don't feel like professing over the internet, so don't think I'm getting especially dramatic over that gift thing.

I think my boyfriend's forgetting our anniversary in two weeks. =( It's supposed to be an important one too. Oh well, I guess it really isn't...

I only have three finals to look forward to... thankfully...

Anyone going to let me vent over what's REALLY bothering me? Actually, no, I take that back.. I want people to have a happy holiday and I don't want to bring them down...

& if you're asking then what's the point of this blog... can't say I didn't warn you... just had to let some stuff out, even tho I have to keep even more stuff inside...

Hmm... ok so the point of a blog... are you really thinking about how other people are going to feel over what you say? Because it's your blog, your own opinion, and everyone's entitled to their own opinion... you're not really responsible for how others respond... that's their own isht...

I'm sorta sleepy but sorta not... we were supposed to go downtown again but then I think we're all sorta knocked out and we're probably going to end up sleeping until my parents have to pick me up or something...

Third earlobes... should I???... cause I just end up losing them!! Actually I lose the ones that I replace them with... so as long as I keep the original earrings that they pierce me with I think it'll be ok??...

My sis says I should show my parents my navel on Christmas, when everyone's @ the house & they can't get mad... or outloud mad you know?... Merry Christmas mom and dad!

Lazy Gladiator... how come that seems so accurate?... how I'm always sleepy... and out of it... but then I hit people when they make funn of me... and when I say people I mean Michael... haha...

Anyone who sees Cat in the Hat tell me how it is...

I miss my coat... and my bag... still...

Everyone feel better! Flu season sucks...

I want pink shoes... or boots... BOOTS...

I think my skin tone is changing again... it's amazing people, I'm not wearing powder/foundation makeup anymore...

I feel like getting arts and crafty. Hand me a glue gun, ribbon, rhinestones, and paint please.

Jengy was a Lazy Gladiator in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

I've been in a really BLAH mood ever since last night... and then a WHITE GUMMY BEAR came along and cheered up my day. YAY.

I have no idea how this came about to be a jamba flavour, as there was no promotions, and it's not even on the menu... but then over here, they're always out of peach juice so they post that they can't make this drink... so I become curious... & Clarissa likes them... it's basically like all of the sorbets & soymilk & frozen yogurt & I think peaches... so yes... WHITE GUMMY BEAR!!!

Plus, it's not made with milk (like lattes), so it won't cause me to run to the bathroom during Stats.

OMG what the hell is going on with One Tree Hill! I can't stand the suspense! What the hell! Who sleeps with who?!? Where's everyone gonna go??? If there's no more basketball then what's going to happen next?!? Tricia!!!! HELP!

I have my banana cream crepe now... it's not as good as Michael's was when he got one at Sophie's Crepes @ Japantown...

& I got a bottle of Sprite & a bottle of lemonade... so I'm going to mix it a la Cha's roommate... mmm...

So I didn't say that Michael & I went on a sort of double date on Friday... with my parents!!! Haha... cause my parents asked me if I wanted to go watch Elf with them but I knew Michael would get mad at me if I saw it without him so I called him up and asked him if he wanted to go with us... so yes! I thought that was worth mentioning...

Okay so I got the feedback on the automatic toilets... and I like them cause I'm lazy so it's like you forget to flush... and the toilet does it for you!... but what I don't like here are the automatic doors! They have labels that say they're automatic doors... the ones that sense your being there and open for you... but then sometimes they don't! Or they have a delayed reaction so they don't open until like your nose is touching the glass... so yes... that is my opinion...

Yeah this crepe isn't as fulfilling as I thought it would be. It's still pretty good tho.

Those Sprint commercials where the fraternity & the sorority are screaming over the change of night & weekend minutes to seven o'clock... yeah those are HILARIOUS...

I'm so easily distracted... so terrible. I kind of feel like a crepe but kinda not. I have more than enough money on my meal plan so it kind of feels like I have to keep buying food... but I don't want to eat when I'm not hungry... even tho I do that all the time... but man a banana cream crepe sounds hella good right now... =( I don't want to change out of the pantuloogs...

I got mail! I shall return the mail now! I hate how I should write three people back but I only have two stamps left... mmm ok the crepe is calling, so I shall return!

Ok I remember what now but it's not important anymore... =( maybe next year.

So much to talk about, but am I really saying anything? (I like that line from Cat in the Hat)

Love Actually... coulda been better... but the happy happy ending made up for it all... I kinda felt like crying... the happy tears tho... it was way cute...

So yes, yesterday... I was sad cause I didn't really buy anything (cept for thirty dollars worth of Clinique! Free gift time, hellooo...) But I wanted to get my Christmas shopping started... then we rushed over to the movie theater for Love Actually... Century 20 in Daly City... our movie was on the third floor... after eating thai food we went back to the dorm so I could study for my French test (which was rather difficult)...

I knew I had more to say... Pink is the new colour and I couldn't be happier... I want so many pink sweaters but my promise to myself is (besides the makeup bc it was free gift time) not to buy myself anything till my Christmas shopping is done.

I miss my jacket & my purse. =(

It's time to break in the boots so they don't hurt. I don't get how everyone here can wear flip flops no matter what the weather. It sucks tho cause flip flops match with everything.

The eyeshadow in the free gift set is purple! =D & there's a small vial of Clinique Simply.

I swear I had more to say... don't you hate it when you forget things like that?