harrow. so tired bc we came home late tonight (got free tickets to cirque de soleil: corteo!)... last night i mean... & then went to work early today so we could come home early on what is my last day of winter 05-06. so four and a half hours of sleep. i can't do that... in high school i could... i think i used to go with like 3 hours of sleep at one point... i dont know how people do the all night cramming thing. cant do it. i like to believe that thing that theorizes that sleep produces a hormone that helps you lose weight or quickens your metabolism or somethin like that...
it's actually been quite eventful, this six week break. keith urban concert, 2 warriors games with superclose seats... 2 kings games... HAWAII... which I miss... i'm a little brown girl now, not so much yellow right now... & corteo... I so want to be a circus freak now (eff law school! =) ) but i recall a conversation that I had with my father who said I wouldn't be able to make it in the circus freak business... too much competition and i'm simply not that talented. BUT I had all of that cheerleading in the air action jackson training AND i twirl a mean ribbon dancer.
hawaii was funn. went to the beach everyday. lots of malls & golf courses there too. if i had windows media player, i'd be playing 98.5 hawaiian reggae, while i work. but yes, go see. ir985.com. good stuff. very productive shopping, & i'm not usually. since im doing this on firefox, i can do funn links. like this. and, if you were too lazy to check the previous blog... these. mind you, i'm afraid of these pants, how to wear them, etc. but i was feeling bold & my cousin with the discount was present.
feeling somewhat depressed about the upcoming... "event". let's just call it the day. i'd put it in caps but it's not that important. i always feel depressed about the day, and bc this day is THE NUMBER, then it makes it worse. in high school the day was alright. but now... i dont know. simultaneously being chinese new year... well, my family doesn't even get to spend it with me because of filipino hospitality... aka my second cousin coming from the philippines and he chose that day to be shown around the city. i know i dont want to spend the day like that, but yeah... might go with them the day before to "celebrate" but defeats the purpose bc all i really wanted to do on that day is order a drink to go with my meal.
but the day always makes me depressed because i feel like there's too much hype and too little... what's the word... i can't think of it. but you know? so i think i've been trying to lower my expectations in an attempt to silence the hype ergo being happy about anything when the day arrives. it's a process.
my hair is crap bc i got bored with my o.g. colour already & plan to highlight it today. so tired. ok. bye now.
it's actually been quite eventful, this six week break. keith urban concert, 2 warriors games with superclose seats... 2 kings games... HAWAII... which I miss... i'm a little brown girl now, not so much yellow right now... & corteo... I so want to be a circus freak now (eff law school! =) ) but i recall a conversation that I had with my father who said I wouldn't be able to make it in the circus freak business... too much competition and i'm simply not that talented. BUT I had all of that cheerleading in the air action jackson training AND i twirl a mean ribbon dancer.
hawaii was funn. went to the beach everyday. lots of malls & golf courses there too. if i had windows media player, i'd be playing 98.5 hawaiian reggae, while i work. but yes, go see. ir985.com. good stuff. very productive shopping, & i'm not usually. since im doing this on firefox, i can do funn links. like this. and, if you were too lazy to check the previous blog... these. mind you, i'm afraid of these pants, how to wear them, etc. but i was feeling bold & my cousin with the discount was present.
feeling somewhat depressed about the upcoming... "event". let's just call it the day. i'd put it in caps but it's not that important. i always feel depressed about the day, and bc this day is THE NUMBER, then it makes it worse. in high school the day was alright. but now... i dont know. simultaneously being chinese new year... well, my family doesn't even get to spend it with me because of filipino hospitality... aka my second cousin coming from the philippines and he chose that day to be shown around the city. i know i dont want to spend the day like that, but yeah... might go with them the day before to "celebrate" but defeats the purpose bc all i really wanted to do on that day is order a drink to go with my meal.
but the day always makes me depressed because i feel like there's too much hype and too little... what's the word... i can't think of it. but you know? so i think i've been trying to lower my expectations in an attempt to silence the hype ergo being happy about anything when the day arrives. it's a process.
my hair is crap bc i got bored with my o.g. colour already & plan to highlight it today. so tired. ok. bye now.