hello. im sleepy. im at the apartment and quite possibly for the first time i am the only one here. i believe i may be the only one here overnight. who knows? i dont. but yeah. new stuff. hmm.

michael & i had a three day weekend extravaganza. not really. just got to spend some quality time together. it was sweet. i went to his school and read, he fed me good chinese food, we watched "just like heaven" (really really funny & a little sad, supercute chick flick, one of the best ones i've seen in a long while), ate with my family a lot. etc. good quality time couply stuff. loved it. wouldnt be complete without a fight, we had one on the way back here earlier today. he rose his voice first. but, as he said, i "copped an attitude" first. sounds about right.

anyways. not much else. i feel like i needed more study time so i made some by going back to sf earlier than usual.

i like soft warm candle wax. it feels nice. i think i want those candle making kits for christmas. along with a ceramic revlon straightner, only seventeen dollars @ wal mart, uhm, earrings, some sort of argyle top, a bottle of malibu rum, an angry little girls tote bag, white & brown pumas... yes.

if you know anyone who will be heading to the south bay next weekend, please inform them of a three on three basketball game going on in campbell on saturday. it'll be awesome. promise. i'll wear a pink crown and everything. everything.

oh, my mom flipped me off today. yes. in pasta pomodoro. yes.

happy birthday sean! happy birthday tomorrow krystal!

sometimes things dont quite feel right...

i havent quite gotten back into the swing of things...

i feel like i'm getting back to my old old self, back like, four years ago self... but then the parts of myself that i liked that i developed in the last two years, they're not clicking...

thank you john elkins for being yourself and making me feel like life is normal...

i really really need a coffee maker in this house, it would save me hella money... but then i wouldnt be able to walk back and forth to starbucks and that's good exercise, up and down that hill. but yeah. im having a really bad coffee craving right now.

thank God for john elkins. best friends are good. he got hit on by guys at both the supermarket and at the gym. what a cliche, right? "he said i have a million dollar smile" PRICELESS SHIT right there!! ooh he just told me he didnt want to share that with the world, but it's ok. five people read this. ha.

ooh i want to get my nails done. no, coffee and homestuffs before nail stuff. priorities, man.

i feel better now. time to read about gender and democracy and the lack of democracy in the nineteenth century towards free blacks. effing awesome stuff. bye.

hello. tricia was/is here. she told me about the reaction that she & cha had to my "it's over" post. yeah. i cant be single. i havent been single since i was... sixteen...ish. about. That's awhile ago.

Uhm. I'm being all involved in school again. It's all good tho. I was in the undergrad prelaw society meeting and I argued well. It was interesting.

yes. uhm. what else. october is going to be a beeyotch.

i need to find out when the light the night walks are happening. bye for now!

amazing amazing weekend. crazy but good. it's all about being down for the cause, working those twenty hour days, cheering my ass off, beating down a tambourine while people walked twenty five miles all in the name of a good cause.

the most touching moment for me may have been cheering for this guy who had a sign (like many of them did) who said that he was walking for his mom. super simple, super expected, yet the most meaningful thing i saw this weekend.

charity is good, folks. support the fight against breast cancer. don't let babies go hungry, save hooters. =)

oh... and get checked. oct 21st, go get a free mammogram. early detection is key. and check out your other stuff as well, i heard more than one story about teenagers getting ovarian cancer and beating it! im talking about seventeen year olds here, so i fully intend on getting myself checked out soon. you can never be too safe.

we have internet now! therefore i will be up for quite some time and then be really grumpy when i have aerobics tomorrow morning. but hey, i woke up at two thirty and worked my ass off until nine thrity at night, so im a soldier now, and i can be a new kid on the block and hang tough.

i miss people. i think it's just winding down from being super busy this weekend and now having time to myself and having time to reflect.

i bought makeup. i need a haircut, too many split ends.

gotta read about women & democratization. holla.