hello!

everyone has abandoned me. my sister's in new york, has been since monday, and my dad's coming back from san antonio today, albeit with a delayed flight. michael's off to be a working man... change clothes and go... sexy sexy. anyways...

wheres the tivo remote?!?! bitches...

im cursing a lot lately. saying bitches and/or bastards after sentences expressing discomfort at something or someone. or mother-effer (but not effer, the real eff word) under my breath when i get all... what's it called.. klutzy and a wall runs into me or i trip over something. you know how i do.

ahh on jeopardy this guy just missed the answer where the question was "what is about a boy"... bastard.

ok. my parents are visiting tomorrow. im just working on making sure this apartment doesnt go down in flames before friday night... and making sure that i dont get raped and or "mama-cita" 'd again by some gross guys.

more later! hasta.

*edit*

i was all over the place earlier, mostly because it's been so long since i've last posted. well this past weekend my family deserted me, well, the ones who knew how to drive, so michael picked me up on friday and i stayed over @ his new house in american canyon (he likes to refer to it as the "a.c.". me & belle think of "air conditioner" or "air con" when he says that tho). i had monster bad health issues tho, friday night into saturday midday, and he took really really good care of me.

reasons why my boyfriend is super great:
- willing to go out to food 4 less in vallejo at twelve thirty a.m. to get stuff to make me feel better
- gets up @ 7:30 to go to safeway to actually get the stuff
- surprises me by cooking sinigang
- lets me eat his cereal

and there's other reasons, of course, but those are some of the extraordinary things he did this weekend that make me quite grateful to have such a considerate person in my life. i love you michael. sorry about the scratches... yes it would have been a foul... but you still couldnt quite dunk in that jumpy thingy today.

so while my sister watched the nascar race @ infinion, we went to his cousin's bday party. funn. kids are hilarious sometimes, man.

cha & chrissy, sorry i couldnt go on friday. i wanted to. i even called john elkins at twelve thirty to see if he was there and to try to say hi to everyone but then he wasnt there yet. i had a cute green top i wanted to wear to it, too.

work tomorrow. sucks. i definitely prefer going to school for four hours a day, four days a week, than working full time. im on my fourth week now, out of eleven. but i do know that i could be doing way more work for way less pay, so im grateful. i just get to say the alphabet a few times a day in my head while listening to vikrum, who is no longer broken and im very proud to say that i fixed him all by myself!!

i want a dominos set. mike's family was playing mah jong today and it made me think of when my family used to play... those days.

so yeah... my summer consists of working...got a tivo because our other one broke, man that was a hella sad day... and yeah.

i miss everyone. i want people to see my blonde highlights. hopefully kimmy will myspace me pictures from today.

i feel good about things right now... for the most part. i feel... lucky. grateful. satisfied.