PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUANA! i love you like a sister. "best friends 4 eva!"

wow i hate this rob thomas song so much. talk about loss of street cred. can ANYONE tell me what his song is about, really? wow. gross.

and yet im deeply fascinated with the gwen stefani hollaback girl song. like everyone else. wow.

im insomniatic. im having really bad habits lately. the thing that has the most attention right now is my need for shoes for the banquet a week from today. im being picky. black. strappy. sex heel aka stiletto with @ least 2.5 inches, preferably 3 & over. comfy enough not to squish my toes so i can dance. im so hard to please. oh yeah. under 50. would like to try to wear with jeans if im going to be buying that. yes. shoes that are like, sex on a stick. im so... high maintenance.

so that's what's on my mind. not my twelve page paper due on wednesday. not my six page paper or my eight page paper due within the next two weeks. WOW. i got bad after those two tests which had mixed results... mixed meaning a difference of like, five points. i kind of expected it.

shopping for dressy stuff for guys is HARD. i need a haircut. i want shoes. those wedge type mocassins. i fell in love with the coach version, but the other versions that are like a hundred dollars less will do just nicely. wow im distracted. maybe i'll wear my banquet earrings tomorrow just to make me feel better. but they dont go with a skirt. is it skirt wearing weather tomorrow?

im HELLA random. help.

i heart you a lot jami.

holler. i kicked ass on my chinese politics test last week. i got the fourth highest grade in the class!! (but ahem cough cough there are only ten people in the class, cough cough) =) whatevs. i'll take what i can get.

strange long weekend. ups and downs indeed. i came away with my spiceworld & youngstown cds... and if that takes away from my street cred, i also refound my garbage version 2.0 cd. friggin awesome stuff.

i loved loved loved seeing lou, jennie, chris, john, lee, & aileen this last weekend. =D good times. nothing like playing punk ass bitch with the original teacher, & trying to play videogames without moving my whole body. people like that in my life give me awesome karma.

im in a good mood because me & the boyfriend are on good terms. never take 'no' for an answer! im always up for a good laugh with that guy.

cha, new second period craving to be had. waffles @ genki. avec bananes et... fraises? i forget what the word for strawberries was. help me out here.

ok. nietzche. geneaology of morals.

i wonder if i'll be able to watch pieces of april sometime soon.

vikrum (my ipod, for those who arent in the know) is currently playing:

youngstown: the prince you've charmed
garbage: special
tyler hilton: when it comes
spice girls: stop
third eye blind: deep inside of you
tony toni tone: (lay your head on my) pillow

nietzche's a character. it'll be a funn read before bedtime. dont let bolton become the us ambassador for the un. somebody get me off spider solitaire. im out of the country in three & a half weeks. im listening to shai. how early 90s bopper. i need to wash dishes. gross. i could go for another waffle. ok time to read forreal now. GO KINGS BEAT THE SUPERSONICS. how many more days till the playoffs are over and i have my boyfriend back???

You've got the key to my heart
Right here in my arms
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry
Never want for nothing, cause I'm...
I'm the prince you've charmed...


Wow. I'm such a bopper. Youngstown rocks tho. It's nice to know that a bopper song can make you feel better tho.

I loved seeing familiar faces this weekend. Surprise, Guna. I love you, best friends 4 eva indeed. twas really nice seeing everyone... once again, learning the difference between acquaintances and friends. you can be acquaintaned with someone for like, ten years, but i can still find a better friend, even if i've only know then for like, five years. im lucky to have friends that even if i dont talk to in awhile, when we do get to talk, it's comfortable and easy. nothing forced, nothing... nothing unnatural. it's just easy. i thank God that i have that in my life.

low key week. nothing big. im having some issues. times like this make me wish that... well, there's no time for that. just... pray for me, ok?

ER's on right now. I didnt do my philosophy hw but it's ok bc i can make it up. or i can do it later tonight/tomorrow. we'll see.

church felt good today. it made me wish that it wasnt just once a week. i wish i was back on retreat...