the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Wednesday, August 27, 2003

Yay look I have a chatterbox!!! I'm excited bc Tricia & me & I forget who else have been saying how they wish they could leave comments on my page bc blogspot is less... well more hermity and journal like than xanga is...

But now I'm making myself vulnerable to haters... like those people who put "anonymous" and then write "you're gay and your site sucks and you suck and fuck you"... those might make me sad. The self-esteem thing...(no seriously, I'm serious here...). I think I'm just asking for it tho by letting people put comments but everyone is entitled to the free speech (even tho it hurts peoples feelings...)

HAHAHA our dorm was on fire! You can read Steph's X for some of the info... so I was watching "You've Got Mail" & talking to Kath online when this alarm goes off... it's piercing... I thought something went wrong with my computer! I figure out it's the fire alarm... and Steph's all passed out from being exhausted and somewhat ill... & she's still sleeping even tho the alarm is hella loud! She later said that I said "Steph wake up... I think the building's on fire" hella calm like it was nothing & we kept cracking up over that...

So everyone evacuated and it was hella cold (as usual) & we decided to go to the bathroom in Phelan Hall & that's where I called my parents all "Hey... so my dorm is on fire..." and then kept laughing about it. Then we walked to Albertson's to get Steph some orange juice for her immune system.

Later that night was Monte Carlo night... it was the gambling part of grad nite, plus some dancing with "DJ So&So" (we don't know his real name, that's his HH202 given name)... we made friends with some of the people on our floor & the floor upstairs...

So then me & Steph were playing blackjack for a good hour bc this table was hella not crowded & the guy was bad at dealing (he was a student) and I kept cheating (LOL)... & then we got tired @ 1130 & I had to wake up @ 5. My friend Kennedy tells me just to bet all my chips so I can get rid of them... & then I start winning! Like three or four times in a row... shiet... & I end up with 2700 worth of chips... so it was wtf... then we didnt even win anything in the raffle, even tho we cheated and got like a hundred tickets or something...

Wow this is a long blog... it makes it seems as if I did more than sit in the dorm room & go online & watch DVDs, which is really all I've been doing. I'm getting cable tomorrow yay!

I like how the jewel in the top part of my ring isn't there anymore!!! I read Paula's site & then it said she lost part of her piercing @ UCSC... what's up with the piercings @ college and the losing of them and whatnot?...

Steph is rubbing off on me... I'm starting to not use contractions...

School officially starts tomorrow. I'm nervous. My first class is French... @ Lone Mountain! Dammit... all of the stairs!! I'm nervous. I already said that... & plus I'm supposed to start something ELSE tomorrow & I'm afraid all the vomiting and cramping will come with it & I'll miss class and oh nooo....

Terrible.

Me & Steph woke up @ 12 today. (actually I did wake up @ five, but then went back to sleep an hour later and then woke up @ twelve). & I bought chocolate milk today and then the expiration date says "Sep 10 1929" COOL. I'm saving it so everyone can see! I should wash it out huh?

Lilo & Stitch is cool, no matter what Jami says. They do that simplicity thing I learned in art class.

Luana visited today... she is thus far the only friend who loves us enough to visit us. She taught me how to play Literati the expert way. Ha! Yay. I missed her... I hope she visits again before she leaves for UCR.

I miss everyone... but I'll see a lot of people tomorrow & Saturday, so I'm... looking forward to it. I was going to put "happy" but I'm a little too nervous to be happy.

OK wish me luck @ 2nd semester french & oral & written communications classes tomorrow! Shiet... I'm in college... I can say that but it hasn't sunken in yet!!!

Monday, August 25, 2003

Hello once again... I like how the boyfriend told me not to talk to strangers, yet... everyone is a stranger here so how am I supposed to make new friends?!?

UHHM... me & Steph found a much more convenient way to go to Starbucks & Albertsons now... we feel stupid bc we were going the long way up and down the hill and debating if we should take MUNI or not... LOL... oh man... it's a classic freshman moment. Yes'm. We have had a few freshman moments so far... for some reason we posted them up on the whiteboard on the door... so our whole floor can share in our moments! Or think we're on the crack or something... probably the latter.

I hate efollett.com. I don't want to go into detail about my monetary panic attack earlier but now it is better bc I had a venti coffee mint frappaccino.

I like how I'm trying to turn down the volume on the tv with the remote control for the radio! I also like how I can't open the door downstairs without sliding in my card... classic freshman moment indeedy. Shiet... haha...

Me & Steph are starting to believe that all our friends (yes YOU!) are all LIARS bc no one visited us today!!! =( No one loves us...

IMBD is cool. Especially bc right now we have no cable so all we do is watch the chick flick DVDs in my collection bc everyone's in every movie and it's all connected somehow... it's kind of weird watching the high school movies & then remembering that we're in college & we're older than that and stuff...

UHHM I don't remember what else. Ha I just said that out loud to Steph. Oh we have to go to hynotist night now. Okay bye!