PS... I just looked online for my textbooks... total? $429.25. (and that's if I get all used books, which who knows if that could happen or not!) That's a paycheck... a nice one too... dammit... I'm sad(der) now. =( I could use some cheering up.

Everytime that I want to blog, something happens that puts me in a bad mood... and I don't like blogging when I'm in a bad mood cause I sound like a real bitch & not articulate, which is a nightmare to me... I'm forgetting what else I wanted to say right now... oh yes, I also feel like I should blog because Xanga is down and we have no idea what's going on in anyone's lives bc everyone has Xanga... or maybe not bc everyone also has Friendster (cept me & Guna & Marchessa)... so maybe I'm the only one in the dark... me & everyone else in Detroit & New York... (sorry current events, CNN's like the only thing that's on right now...)

I hella don't remember what's happened since I last blogged but I'll try...

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday... work. End of story. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN/JOYCELYN/JACQUELIN on Tuesday...

Which led to celebration on Wednesday night @ SF HOOTERS. I was curious... I was like the oldest one in our twelve people bunch, but people were nice, not all snobbish and keeping to themselves (like other groups of friends that I've had the displeasure of encountering...)... I've gained a new respect for drivers, especially Michael & Dru bc even tho they're crazy ass "racer" drivers, I know they know what they're doing & they're in control... never again will I ride with 17 year olds... cept when I'm desperate & I need a ride from Tom (who's actually still sixteen...)... & Sean & Tricia bc they were born in 1985.

Wednesday early afternoon tho, before the Hooters adventure, I went to a picnic... James, the self proclaimed anti socialite, organized the whole shindig, picked me up, went to buy a volleyball set, got some free pizzas, and it was all funn funn... weather was great... Diablo was hott, LOL... I felt bad bc I confused her with my animals, and when I put her down, I assumed she would land on her feet... but yeah, dogs dont do that... sadly... I hope she's okay... but then again Jennie & Paula put her down that slide a couple of times, so yeah...

I'm having mixed feelings about moving in and going to college... I'm seeing it as an escape... which I know isn't really healthy but yeah... it's an escape from what I know now, what I have to deal with now... I can just stay on the treadmill @ the Koret Center (if I feel like trekking five blocks across campus)... or in my room, watching tv & enjoying the T1 connection...

I like my hair short. I wish it wouldn't grow or fade & stay this style & colour forever.

i hate how i keep forgetting what to write...

the bank sucks...

My fake carpal tunnel syndrome is coming back but I don't want to go to the physical therapist again, even though it was cool. I'm @ work too much. If you look at the scratches I got from popcorn (yes, popcorn) on my arm, it looks like PI. You know, 3.14... hehe yes.

YAY TO ALL THE SPSV PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! HAVE FUNN!

That's what I wanted to talk about! Summer... whoa, summer happened?... I just worked these past two & a half months... it's weird... it's a real atypical summer for me, bc I don't think I was bored and sitting on my ass eating and watching daytime television for one full day these past months... I'm kind of sad bc I do miss doing that... but I think sometime my schedule works out so I can watch Days of Our Lives... but yeah... it never felt like summer... it just felt like no school, lots of work. So I guess I can't say I can't believe summer's almost over because I still can't quite believe that summer even began.

WHERE THE HELL HAS THE TIME GONE?... oh yes... into my paycheck. =)