the wonderful world of jengy

a little insight into the complex, iron deficient, teeny mind of mine

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Thursday, September 11, 2003

So! Today's post has almost nothing to do with me... but yeah here I must show you all a letter from my cousin...

i have a "dump bush" sign on my car (you know, to rally the troops).
other driver's have given me the thumbs up, agreeing with my call to
action, but today at lunch as i drove up bayhill drive, this white guy
(with a mullet - surprise!) in a big silver pickup truck drives
uncomfortably close to my driver side. i ignore him at first. he swerves in front
of me and stops so i can't drive anymore. i thought i might have hit
him, so i rolled my window down to talk, and then he starts screaming at
me. a sampling of his eloquent speech:

* i'll dump your ass
* go back to where you came from (i told him i was born here)
* go back to malaysia you f*ck
* come on, f*ck, back it up
* that's right, you f*ck, that's right

this continued for about a quarter mile until i came into gap inc's
parking lot. i called san bruno police and filed a report giving the
truck's plate#. but i have to give it up to them bush supporters, they're
passionate, man ... ignorant, but passionate.

the lesson: always carry pepperspray and don't talk to mullets.

ps - the sign's still on my car


Yeah, that's from the cousin... the one you saw on the magazine, Guna & Jae & Cha... & then whoever went to my grad party, he was there too.

In other news, in Written & Oral class today, I was informed that Bush & his cronies are in talks to prevent the minimal use of DDT... the pesticide bad stuff that we don't want. Yeah. Meaning WHOO PESTICIDES FOR EVERYONE AND THEIR MOM. Great huh?

More later. I'm accompanying Steph to the Filipino Club info night tonight... she wants to meet potential husbands. Why am I going?... well, let's just say not to meet potential husbands.

MICHAEL GET WELL!

Hi! Okay... so had three classes today... politics pissed me off bc there was one guy in my class who kept defending Arnold S for governor... actually if you're Cha & reading this maybe you shouldn't cause I think I might have wrote a letter to you & it includes a lot of this...

Yeah anyways yeah the guy was all saying how we were judging Arnold and saying you don't know him you haven't met him you don't know what he does in his personal life blah blah blah and he's all yeah I go to church with him I've talked to him. It was frustrating bc he kept saying we were being judgemental and closeminded when he was. & when I say we, I mean the people who contributed to the discussion... that doesn't include me!! Haha... I was feeling sleepy this morning.

Yeah... I understood French more, even tho I don't like it... & stats class?... it was repetitive bc I'm taking an excel class & it's "the same old shit to me" (center stage, from all those wondering where that came from)

Okay from there... I don't really remember. We had a floor meeting and then they started talking about doing stuff next Friday, like Chevy's & a movie for the whole floor. How funn, eh?... I hope I can stay for Friday night then bc I have probably have work on Saturday morning.

My boyfriend's sick. =( Keep him in your prayers... I think he'll be okay, @ least I hope so... I believe he will so it HAS to happen. He liked the flowers! Clarisse gave Chris flowers for their one month... so I'm so not original thinker there. I miss him.

Anything else? I don't know! Oh I went up to Kennedy's room today so I could print out my paper & met his roommate & other floormates & then I saw Sean who's in three of my classes hanging out in the room playing video games. It looks like they have more space... Guys decorate with cars & big boobed animated chicks while girls decorate with pictures... have you noticed that? I just today noticed that actually.

GOODNIGHT CHA. She signed off before I could reply.

Goodnight all!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

PS CHA WE GOT YOUR MAIL!

Okay go to the Michael & Jengy blog to see what went on today that mattered...

Oh! Funny story that I didn't tell... yesterday, @ ballroom class, I asked my teacher if he wanted our assignment written or typed... & then he thought I asked him to wear tights... & this guy is old white guy... so yes... that was kind of scary... but he's cool. Ballroom was cool cept now my ankles hella hurt. There were hella seniors there. I was somewhat afraid.

I keep telling myself that in a month... it'll go away... or it'll get smaller @ least. That's what my parents tell me too.

Too mysterious for you? There's a reason for that! I'm sleepy now, & tomorrow's a day I have to wake up earlier than usual... but I actually talked to a guy who's in three of my classes so the friendship making is slowly but surely happening (I hope!). Guys from upstairs come down & say hello too.

I don't know how I feel about the fact that when I meet & talk to new people, usually, I giggle a lot. It's my nervous laughter when I have nothing else to say kind of thing. I'm not sure what to think about it tho... some guy who hit on me @ MW pointed that out... & now as I talk to new people I realize it.

Things that suck... judgemental people... narrow minded people... people who talk badly about others in efforts to make themselves feel better or just for their own amusement... sore ankles... egotistical people... people who talk with big words & try to sound smart, but then they smoke so it discredits them... people who don't listen to what you say by responding with things that have nothing to do with what u say... rude people...

How come Christina Aguilera's video shows her ina Harlem-esque type neighborhood, when we all know very well that she comes from the Mickey Mouse Club type background.

I want to get dressed up & go out. I don't know why... like prom dressed up. Yeah, I was looking @ a prom picture.

ONE MONTH. Shit... I hope so.

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

Haha just kidding we still have questions to go through... uhm Michael's coming by tonight bc it's our anniversary... I'm going to introduce him into the wonderful world of Lucky Penny (I think I feel like shrimp for seven bucks hell yeah!)... & then maybe we'll play pool or ping pong in the lounge. He's going to hook up my printer yay!!

I need to buy envelopes. & maybe funn stationary too. I want to send mail! My mom bought stamps and everything man... not like I'll be able to reach our mailbox, let alone get it open!! =( Since we live in 202, our mailbox is number two hence way too high! Okay bye~!

Hello! I'm in my Spreadsheets class right now... on break... okay nm we're done on break bye!

Things are better now! Okay... what else now...

Yesterday me & Steph, after all the class funn... oh remind me to get back to that by the way... uhm yes we took MUNI downtown to eat @ Tomi's Tokyo House, like the Tokyo House back in Vallejo, and it's owned by Jollibees... and what else... then after that we went to Claire's & she persuaded me to get my ears pierced, like I've been wanting to... so yeah I'm double pierced now... & then afterwards we went to Nordstrom to look for Stephie's hat(s)... we were very tempted to shop even tho we don't really have money so we were strong!!... yes... then we took MUNI back & then Steph made some new friends. =)

Homework is so evil. This French is killing me... it's four times a week! & it's up Lone Mountain so I have to venture up the hill every morning!! Terrible. Oh well.

HAPPY 21 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! (That's one year & nine months, okay Steph!!) I don't know if he's going to read this, but since I already kicked the ear piercing "surprise", I might as well post it... during my three hour break between classes me & Steph plan on going to Albertson's so I can get Michael a flower bc that's hopefully a pleasant unusual surprise bc girls don't usually get their guys flowers, yeah? Okay... I'll be the guinea pig and tell you ladies if the guys appreciate this kind of... giftery. Yes, it's a word!

Okay, on va a la Francais deux. A bientot.

Sunday, September 07, 2003

Don't judge what you don't know. You think that you know someone just because you went to school with them for a few years or whatever, that doesn't give you the right to start judging them and telling you what you should do because you owe something to someone else or whatever.

Starting college and feeling overwhelmed and getting into constant fights with those you love is NOT a typical moodswing. It's definitely something that doesn't need explination. It just needs time to pass and adjust. If anyone doesn't understand it, then they're obviously not going through it themselves, and don't know any better. Don't act like you do.

I'm just really offended and upset and sad right now.

Yeah, when my dad was picking apples for the pie, their dogs (including the one that bit him) started barking.

I'm depressed right now. Seriously. Well, upset and saddened and feeling the low self esteem thing right now. & lonely.