i can hear someone playing jazz... & im reminded of that scene in kate & leopold where the neighbor is playing the breakfast at tiffany's soundtrack...

CHLOE WAS VICTIMIZED!! im not fond of santino either, man. i want to go to the red lobster with tim gunn.

Im so urgh right now. SO grumpy. Excuse the following ass, but I don't bust my ass to get shit on to someone who just decides oh hey let's add this on, fuck the calender.

this is politics, isnt it? baise.

a tattoo sounds funn, doesn't it cha? i like how lindsay has the white ink. i wanted one like on my hip/waist area, but then it'll be gross when there's labor, and i don't mean as in camp. my friend has this cute ass flower on her waist. it helps that she's twig like. i don't want on my back because i want to be able to see it. i think i want it on my ankle. i wanted three little hearts, like the actress who plays jennifer horton on days of our lives. britney has a tattoo on her toe/foot too, but britney's a little messy lately, so we shouldn't use her as a tattoo model. she also has dice on her inner wrist, for her future ex husband (i hope).

but... i have a low pain tolerance. & my mom begged me not to get a tattoo when i showed her my naval.

i want the trenchcoat charlotte is wearing.

im eating peanuts and i know how it's biologically made up. yay for me.

ok. i feel less grumpy now. do you know how emotionally draining it is to write a letter when you're full of urgh but you're so desperately trying not to come off as bitchy?

im very grateful for a) the boyfriend who lets me vent & is on my side even when i'm not 100% in the right. and for b) project runway. new episode tonight.

is someone going to die on one tree hill???? where are spoilers when you need them??

harrow. valentine's day was nice. dinner & just chillin. secret roomie valentines.

i wish that i liked white wine. or champagne. bj says im a cosmo girl. how sex & the city of me. (btw, i want to start disc one of season five already!)

on monday @ work, we received a call about how the Bible says that Adam and Steve should not get married, it's Adam and Eve. Mondays, especially in the morning, are when the crabby people choose to hawa everyone else with their case of the Maundays.

i heart see's vanilla caramel with walnuts or pecans.

i wonder how fast i can read a novel for tomorrow. i dislike my tuesday/thursday class. my professor basically writes out his lecture, prints it out, then reads it from the paper almost verbatim, like storytelling for a good half hour. it's the class where time stops and i make eye contact with all of the other kids around me. we don't know each others' names, we just have this shared boredom and stupor for this class. how unfortunate. who knew that i'd actually like my science class more than a politics class?

bye for now.

quick update: i love love love grey's anatomy. no one i know has tivo (we're all broke phi broke, after all), so i can say: i'm sad for the bomb squad guy and hooray for mr. bailey living and... christina ricci, friggin awesome. yessum. i love me some mcgrey's. on the abc website, you can buy a mcdreamy shirt. i want it. it's in brown. the same color of all of the wedges i want. when i get my taxes, i will buy a paif of bandolino sandals. i think. we'll see.

AND. hot damn. i forget. urgh i hate forgetting. there was something else i wanted to say. OH. poor michelle kwan. in the end, she'll be the name we're most likely to remember tho. that gold woulda been nice tho.

sleepy. work @ 9. i saw my work people alongside gavin in the parade on tv!! no interns tho, i would have been mad if i saw interns on tv, bc i'd be all remorseful. oh well man. goodnight.

harrow. who knew that chocolate martinis @ applebees were strong? & that margaritas taste like hot dog on a stick limeade. i like just going out and ordering a drink just because i can. it's funn. i have so much to learn.

i hella want to watch bbc office, cha. i'm going to put it on mike's blockbuster queue (that's gotta be a french origin word, right, that's why it's spelled so oddly). we heart the american office too. dwight and pam... not together, but as individual characters, hilarious. "you want some weed? i think you do, mon".

& thanks for the extra JL names. your first comment might have been deleted, but it's quite nifty that all of my comments get sent to my email. although i wish that more... well, funn people had my name. jessica lange, totally respectable, but jack london, of the white fang?... well he got a square named after him. hmm.

i heart chinese food, except for the fact that it doesn't keep you full.

so what should i buy with my itunes card?? i keep second guessing all of the things i have in my shopping cart.

sex and the city update: season four, disc 2. makin progress.

hooray for grey's anatomy tonight. CODE BLACK! hello!!! i love how i went on hiatus from grey's anatomy for two episodes, & my welcome back episode was CODE BLACK. i also read spoilers for upcoming episodes. im v. bad.