Hola. So friggin early... jeez... @ the roo's workplace... with the workaholic whitewashed sister of mine... terrible...

Something's missing from my Toffee Nut Creme... COFFEE!!... =( Next year I'm giving up Starbucks, not coffee...

I feel drowsy and dehydrated, like you do when you wake up from a nap... a four hour nap... yes that accurately describes the sleep I had... roo does this every day... no wonder she's often grumpy grump.

=( 3 and 1/2 hours then another 2 hours & fourty five minutes at cruising altitude... so confined physically... does not match up well with the confinement I feel emotionally...

I should be more excited about going to Miami, shouldn't I? (no European thongs Cha, just the refugee camp begging for democracy washing up on the shores) It'll give me more time to think... in a different environment... I don't really think about having fun as much as I think of... thinking things through. I don't feel stressed... just not happy right now. But at least I can be unhappy far away so I don't contaminate those I hold near and dear.

Not much else... sorry my farewell blog wasn't more... jolly, to say the least. I miss smiling and laughing. Will have to settle for bronzing and dehydration instead.

Feeling repressed... it's what happens when I have no one to talk to and I'm nearing my period. What's a worse word, menstruation or period? Or how bout HEY IM BLEEDING DOWN THERE!!... yeah that one's pretty bad.

Trying on two piece bathing suits with my mother is interesting when you're trying to hide a naval piercing. One good thing tho... I can still fit children's sizes without feeling terrible and having my mother say it's too small!!! So there's still hope for me yet. In some ways. More some than others, of course.

Not really bouncing off the walls excited for my trip yet. I have two full days of just sitting on a plane... funn. Cabin air pressure will have me bouncing off the walls yet. It'll be just me and the people who will inevitably sandwich me because I probably won't get that aisle seat I requested... fabolous. Can't wait to be completely dehydrated.

My sympathies go to you who have yet to see your spring break... it is kinda early... does Joe have spring break right now? So it's like all the private school people who go to the catholic universities but don't have the Easter week break?

On Friday I sneezed on Michael. I was sitting on his lap and then I knew I was going to sneeze and I turned away from him and then for some reason I turned back to him and I sneezed on him. I felt bad. Then I did it again today on purpose because he was being mean. Then we laughed and watched Spike TV where it was that Japanese show that they dub really wrong stuff and the people do really stupid stuff and fall into mud a lot and get hit by fake rocks. That's some quality entertainment right thurr.

=( I wish I got more back on my tax return.