it's OVA. =D

it's nice. i'm sad bc i decided to head back to sf tonight and i'll be missing out on plans to drink with beej & steph. next time na lang. like tomorrow =) double dating with the favourite parallel couple.

23 dollars to sell books back. ouch. but you can buy a lot of coffee with that... and maybe three drinks. OR you can just go grocery shopping and make your own. tight.

ok, i just got done procrastinating with my schoolwork and now i'm procrastinating with my packing. i really work best under pressure. PRESSURE... comin down on me... comin down on you...

sorry.

michael, i'm watching oprah right now and it's about cheating and how this husband cheated on his wife with her best friend. don't cheat on me with my best friend. especially since one of my best friends is john. that's not cool.

it's ellen's five hundredth show... i should watch that instead of oprah. i should only watch oprah when rachael ray is on.

I WANT A MARGARITA =O !!

wow so everyone's celebrating by putting their music on blast so i'm hearing 2pac and bon jovi at the same time and then this chick just yelled turn the f***ing music down!

ok. i'll pack now. really, i will. ok. bye.

hi. i chipped my nail polish today because i was being klutzy and someone just decided to put a stair like step in my path and did not alert me. i took off the chipped polish & uncovered a bruise under my toenail. cute.

done with one final. four six-page essays. one essay is five pages done. another is three & a half pages... and then i have about six other pages of written stuff that i haven't decided how to organize yet. i think i have another four pages worth of an essay in them... i'm not sure. due by five pm tomorrow.

i've been especially moody and sensitive lately... more prone to tears than i've been in awhile, like it's that time of the month all time. i think it's the stress.

apple mango tango gain. laundry detergent. are you kidding me? i think i'm just craving a margarita that much.

6.5 ounces of PURE EFFING BLISS buddy!!! =D Yes. God decided to love me a lot today and present me with DoubleShot Lights ON SALE. So I accepted the love by getting two packs. =D

Cause alcohol makes me sleepy. But I really want a margarita, especially since Rachael Ray made one on her show yesterday with sorbet.

Oohhhhh so soothing.

Anyways. Final tomorrow morning. & I've got 12 out of 24 pages done for my essays due Thursday evening. Challah!

The secret to studying is tying my hair back.

OK. China. Yugoslavia. Mercantilism vs free market vs neoliberalism. ARRGH, pirate. I'm excited for the Pirates of the Carribean ride @ Disneyland. DISNEYLAND! =) I heard the line is shorter at night too. We're going to run amok. SO excited for that.

Making plans. Keeping them. All that good isht. OK. studying. I promise.

STEPHANIE Q... STOP CALLING ME ON THE PHONE WHEN YOU'RE ACROSS THE LIVING ROOM FROM ME!!

CHARLIANE why aren't you online so i can be online and watch grey's anatomy with you?!?! dammit cha! OMG.

Denny: DONT DIE. PRESTON BURKE, M.D., YOU ESPECIALLY CANNOT DIE BECAUSE I HEART YOU THE MOST. man. so glad I don't have a final tomorrow. as I was telling Sean, it'd be like choosing between my children.

it's scary that ovarian cancer can hit teenagers.

ok. brb. commercials are hella short. man. michael bueno you need to be online too so we can both type "nooooo" at the same time again. this typing without looking at the keys so i can watch grey's... that's fantastic.

ok, michael's online now. all better.

new diet: nutella & 12 grain. bananas optional. brownie cupcakes. UHM... albertson's is still out of double shot lights. AND they're on sale. what are they trying to do to me?

I've been... verrry tired lately.

i have a slow cooker. i want to make strogonoff and pot roast and stews and soups and stuff in it. hella cool.

i think im just ready for this semester to be over. i wish i could buy myself something to celebrate (like express editor city shorts or a pair of white or neutral wedges, ahem) but unpaid internships do not allow for such things to occur.

going to windowshop online now between commercial breaks... goodnight!

hi. i like going over the boyfriend's house bc his cat is hella nice and its all relaxing and quiet at his place. i needed the change in environment, even tho im super allergic in the a.c. but i have the great boyfriend who feeds me. i hella miss him now. i think it's cause... he's everything that i'm not in a panic over right now. he's not school or work or grades or papers or any of that. he's my anti stress.

bc for some reason i've been very anxious and stressed out lately. i'm not sure why. and when im not anxious and stressed out, im super tired. like, super tired. i know, it sounds lame, but that's the only way i know how to describe it. i have a feeling that it's coffee, or the lack of it, that's causing this, possibly. not sure, though. but yeah. it's my own fault for playing slacker this semester. i will deal as necessary... too bad it's causing me to have anxiety attacks. no funn at all.

this week conssits of... four six-page essays all on baseball (terrible)... one final on the world since 1945... probably some gym time.. & some library atrium time... exrta grocery shopping for double shot lights... nutella... and something else but i forget what... damn. ok.

happy mother's day. i got my mom a certificate of honor signed by gavin newsom. and a lacoste shirt.

im sad bc i went to ambiance today and fell in love with dresses that are over three hundred dollars. i'm sad bc i have to buy new clothes now that i've lost weight and it really does show. it's an amazing thing when you find out that a size 2 is too big on you. AMAZING. rice belly and all. sorry, i'm bragging. i don't mean to. my weight's been really making me sad for the past three years & its something that i've been coming to terms with and now it's all balancing out to some extent. cooking for myself is cool. buying two pints of haagen daaz bc they're on sale and being ok with short shorts that are back in style is cool. i'm only going to be 21 once. this is as good as it's gonna get...

ok. study. china. former soviet union. conservative economics with increasing globalization. osama. saddam. iran. iraq. all that isht.