Hello! I'm having that wonderful pain of the second day of having ones menstrual cycle process thing and yes... But I feel a lot better... thank you Michael for talking me through my painful panicking that I often do... thanks so much, I really do appreciate it... you know your boyfriend rocks when he offers to pick up Midol for you. OFFERS! Like, you don't even have to ask!! My boyfriend rocks like fraggle.

I think I feel like exercising now. Michael's not picking me up until five thirty ish anyway... so I have to clean up the room, get my stuff ready, do ballroom homework (well I don't HAVE to do it... ha...), & if I have time to, exercise... we'll see.

Man it was probably the joy of waking up bleeding but this morning sucked. Someone was in the shower stall I always use... and you know how that just breaks your morning momentum like completely? YOU KNOW. I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW! Haha... yeah.

I'm excited for the boyfriend picking me up today. Spending time with him will be funn. As always.

UHM... Stephie's been a stranger lately! I swear she's not in here like 90% of the time... alright party animal! Haha, just kidding... I hope she's not stressing out & she's getting enough sleep...

WHAT ELSE? OW! cramp. I know, I know, too much info... but if I feel it I'll say it with no looking back. STUPID POP UPS. Haha. I'm so bipolar it's GREAT. My voices in my head tell me it's normal.

More later bye!

PPS OH! My mom saw my earrings for the first time last Sunday. You know, three weeks after I got them.

PS Guna did something to my chatterbox. Actually I have no clue what happened. It's great... just scroll all the way down...

I'm like nonstop PMSing lately... quite quite more moody than I usually am. Like yesterday I was really upset & not happy & then I exercised for an hour & tried that ellipitical machine that Roo & Cha kept raving about and it was great... I was even inspired to walk up Lone Mountain and get coffee... and when you're willing to walk up and down over a hundred stairs, you know that you're on something, whether it be drugs or simply endorphins. It was funn walking around that night too... I don't know why... maybe bc no one else was around cept for cars....

But then yeah today it's not so much like that again... I don't know... exercise didn't produce the endorphins that I hoped it would... but then I only spent half the time I usually do in there bc all I could think about was food even tho I wasn't hungry... I think my stomach is cramping but I'm not sure...

I'm having that unhealthy feeling that I had a month ago... I think it's just my period... we'll see...it's hecka confusing tho! GEEZ.

I guess school is going okay... we'll see how I'm doing in my Stats class tomorrow... otherwise I'm "above average"... I guess. It's ok.

OMG this is confusing... I don't know what's wrong with me... urg.

Okay I need to get the inspiration to spread some joy across California. Three of you lucky ones will understand what that means in due time...

ok I have to do a political rant even tho I know no one cares... it's going to cost our country 600 million dollars to keep looking for weapons of mass destruction that we already spent 300 million dollars to find... and how many lives of American troops? Over three hundred? For what?? Meanwhile we have North Korea going on and on loudly about how they're doing this and that go start making weapons of mass destruction... you want to find weapons?? There they are! In this communistic country! Look at their army! We're going to have another terrorist thing going on and you're not even doing a thing about it! OMG.

I hate having a Republican president who has caused an economic depression within our country, and has caused more economic problems within thirty something states in this country, including our own. How come Gray Davis has to take the blame for our money problems when more than half of the states in this country are having the same problem? Why aren't their governors being recalled too?

Please tell me you're not voting for that chauvanistic ACTOR. Get that, he's an actor... how the hell is he a politician? Just because he's running and you know who he is? Oh yeah, he opened up a restaurant chain too. WTF. PLEASE. What has he done that proves he's a qualified, bonified politician? Jack shit. Now, even before the election, he's having Clinton-esque drama. Not that shit again.

I'm going to pull a Tricia & comment on TV... so I'm watching One Tree Hill bc I have nothing else to do & it comes on after Gilmore Girls... & man it's irritating me... Lucas needs to speak up dammit... stand up for yourself... use some words... you don't have to punch the loser... & then his half brother... I don't remember his name... but he's a dick... & obviously it's written so we get the idea of what a dick he is... I mean okay we get it, he's arrogant... & then they try to blame it on his dad being all you have to succeed pressure pressure but that doesn't really work out either... dammit. It's a little too dramatic for my tastes, & I like soap operas... so what do u think, Tricia, should I convert to the O.C.?

I'm hella bored if you couldn't tell... so more quizzes to come! Haha...

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PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENN B! I hope that you got my voicemail message...

Heylo. I just had cereal for pre dinner... that means of course I'm going to eat again tonight... probably during Gilmore Girls (yay!!!!)... she goes to Yale! I remember in probably third grade I wanted to go to Yale... because I liked the name... I felt the same way about Colgate... Colgate, the college, not the toothpaste... I liked the name so I wanted to go there. LOL... I don't know, I'd just watch that news channel with my dad where the sports scores are on the bottom of the screen & then I'd see Yale and Colgate & I'd ask my dad where they were and then he'd be all oh yeah they're good schools so I decided I wanted to go there. Well... guess how that turned out... that woulda been cool though, if I applied to those places & for the reason for applying, I'd have to check the "other" box and where it would say to specify I'd be all "I've liked the name of your college ever since I was eight".

I want boba. Maybe me & Michael can go get some on Friday night... we're gonna go play tourist in Union Square... I think he wants that Lion King DVD... I just want King of Thai or boba or something.

I have my first final for college tonight. It's for my excel class... the end of the five weeks! Yay! Now I can exercise before Gilmore Girls on Tuesday... I'm sad cause @ the lounge in Koret you can't change the channel of the tv in there so it's on ESPN 24/7, so that's what I have to watch while I cycle. I need a CD player.

I wonder if me & Michael are going to go take pictures this weekend. We haven't done so in awhile... I think it's cause we don't go to school dances anymore & that's where we'd usually take pictures... lol... oh well @ least (I hope) we're not those people who take pictures like every month... you know those kinds of people!... don't wanna name names tho... Yeah come to think of it bc I'm not in high school, I'm not going to take as many pictures as I usually did, bc of cheer & whatnot...

Yesterday ballroom was better than I thought bc we learned city swing & then my partner was cool... cause the girls in that class, they're... they don't really have rhythm & they don't really care to try... so it sucks when you have a bad dance partner cause it just makes you kind of bad... especially if they're leading, & since I'm so short, I'm usually the follower... but then yesterday Robert was my partner... he's from Iowa & then he told me he got into Berkeley... hot damn... yes ballroom wasn't as bad as I feared.

I'm getting bored lately... I'm realizing what an introvert I am & I'm enjoying that... it's funn being comfy... I think that there's a lot less to think about when you're an introvert... it makes the stress level go down...

My back hurts bc I'm @ this computer too much... or this desk... bc! I don't want to get crummys in bed. Yes... crummys in bed are bad. I think that's my sister's pet peeve.

I got a Nerds Rope today. It brought back high school memories... of Jesus Christ Superstar when the then named "Heartbreaker" first introduced me to them... & then of US History with Bradley with the group projects & interactive games which awarded us with Nerds Rope...

I realize now that I have a lot of food stashed here... I truly am my mother's daughter... I have so much stuff in this room that I'm not eating just cause I don't feel like it... I'm practically begging for the freshman fiftteen... when does that start kicking in... does that mean by December I should have gained 7 & a half pounds & then I'll gain the rest of the fifteen there is by May?... too bad my scale @ home says that I'm five pounds less than the scale @ the doctor's office!...

The downside of being an introvert is that not a lot of "silly" things go on... oh wait! Sean Slim has a Blue Bear mechanical pencil! I thought that was amusing... if Cha was there, we'd be teasing him mercilessly about it... but alas, I had no one to tagteam with... plus my professor was lecturing so I couldn't really do it...

PS... psst, Michael... I got another compliment about my phone by one of my classmates... he said that his gf has your phone...

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My teeth hurt... the back ones on the left.

UHHM... I have some pet peeves I want to say out loud but then I don't bc yeah... some people who it's not directed to might take it the wrong way & then I'll be a hypocrite and I don't want it to be like that... so I'll just say it when I really really feel the need to say it which is not now...

French got cancelled again... dammit. Stupid Lone Mountain steps....

Yeah I don't know why I'm in such a negative mood. It sucks being negative. I wish I wasn't... but today is ballroom day and that class is supposed to be funn but it's so boring and elementary that yeah... maybe next year I'll just try out for the cheer squad so that'll keep me occupied bc I think I like that kind of dancing rather than this ballroom stuff where no one knows what they're doing and the people that do get hella bored... & while it's amusing to see those Asian chicks (like international student Asian) move their upper body too much when we're doing the merengue while they just think that they have hella rhythm or whatever, it's not so funn when you don't have someone to share the giggles with...

Alright funn pet peeves... well not funn but ones that Desiree & I share... red syrup... empty freezer... empty fridge... SOMEONE's taste in music... no ice!....

Grumpy grumpy grumpy... I think I'm PMSing bc last night I hella lashed out with the major mood swing on the boyfriend... our fights always have some truth in them but then I know I hella blow it up into something it shouldn't be bc of my mood swings... this is like crazy mood swing tho, not the typical ones...

I'm SORRY! for the negative blog right now. I need something to cheer me up & spending money will only make me feel sadder. If I can finish my three page outline maybe I'll work out and produce some endorphins... but 7th Heaven! & CSI! DAMMIT.

Stats class bya.

Well here I am... in the dorm... & then Clarissa's roommate Treena is here knocked out on Stephie's bed & yes I don't know what to do! hehehe... I don't even think it'll make much of a difference if I make noise or anything because when Steph & Clarissa were in here, Stephie took a picture of Treena sleeping so yeah... if a flash doesn't wake you up, then you're out cold...

A few hours ago, before my parents dropped me off here, we went to Isobune Sushi Bar... it was great... sushi boats... just sushi boats... mm... & then I found boba too which is like bonus bc I haven't found boba in SF bc I can't MUNI my way around the city as freely as I wish... I think as soon as I make the first trip by myself then I'll overcome the fear...

I'm hella hungry for whatever food even tho I ate and I'm just eating probably bc I'm bored and thinking of food... it's a terrible habit that I forget I had... I can't remember if it was like this when I was back in Vallejo... maybe I was... hopefully that means I won't gain any extra weight. Working out has been funn tho. It keeps me preoccupied and makes me think that I'm doing something productive with my time.

Kay Treena just woke up & left... hopefully she wasn't too confused... hehe...

After having a funn long talk with Guna, I went to the lounge downstairs to kill time and then I ended up watching Alias with Suzanne... it was interesting... I think I might have to add it to the must see television, along with both CSI's & Gilmore Girls... dammit...

Happy Birthday AileenF!! Technically in two minutes from the time I'm typing this but yeah...

I SO feel out of the loop bc no one's updating anymore. See how we're all run by weblogs now? Maybe it's just me. yeah it's probably just me.

Work was sorta funn this weekend cause all I did was crack jokes with Desiree. The boyfriend visited me @ work on Saturday and distracted me so I feel hella guilty now about the way I treated some customers... =/

Man I don't want to go to ballroom tomorrow... it's hella boring... we just do the same steps again and again. It's not enlightening me the way I wished it would.

There's nothing on TV right now. Poo. Okay bye.

PS Cha I didn't get any mail from you! =(