"Happy fucking Christmas", was the last thing you actually said to me, right?



Anyways... not making a wish list was good for me cause this Christmas was rather good for me, present wise.

My Christmas can be summed up in... my uncle dropping trou three times, once in the kitchen (so thank God no one other than family was there, bc there's really no understanding that one), SHOES, bad movies (have you seen our Governor in Jingle All the Way?? Nuff said!)... four inflatable snow men...

Sad I have work on Monday. Chill day tomorrow. Holla.

Happy Holidays once again... chrismukkuh...

"Happy Birthday to me... Merry Christmas to you!" -Jesus (as defined by Urban Outfitters)

Hey man. So I'm here in San Jose, sorta doin the eight to five thing... mainly just appreciating the diversity of a single area... livin on the couch, saying goodbye to my paychecks before they even come, and avoiding all Christmas songs on 96.5 KOIT whenever possible.

So yay for today, for being a paid holiday, so I can sit under my blanket while watching Dawson's Creek. MAN this show is hecka cheeseball. Giada is making fried polenta!! Ok, sorry for being hecka random. I tend to forget how to blog whenever I'm here.

Michael's in SoCal for Christmas, but he'll be back on Tuesday. Heading to Vallejo tomorrow for Christmas @ the parents' house.

Was in a sort of reflective mood yesterday, how unfortunately there are certain people in my life who only talk to me when they need something... or to discuss something materialistic and/or petty. So why is it that this is only seen as one sided too... well of course, the person coming to me only when they see fit to, of course they don't see anything wrong with it, that this is fulfilling their warped definition of friendship. To me, friendship is a mutual thing... and if I haven't talked to you in how long, but then you tease and make fun of me like we do it on a daily basis, then I do think that that's not mutual because hellooo where have you been until now...

There are some people that I've mutually agreed with that we can go a long time without talking or seeing each other, but then whenever we do happen to get together, things feel like they used to. No need for drama, for the where have you been when I needed you crap because we know that if we really needed each other, we wouldn't hesitate to do it at that moment. And that's just how it is... but apparently I think there are people who think I have that kind of relationship with them when I couldn't disagree more.

But that's neither here nor there. But it does make me appreciate certain people and situations better, and what's a bad situation if you can't learn something from it?

I'd complain about the cold and how I have to walk and see my breath in the air twice, five times a week, at seven fifteen in the morning. But then Chicago is like four degrees, and DC's high is like thirty eight, so I'm shuttin up and hoping that mild temperatures exist in the east for Fall 05.

Hope I don't have to go anywhere today, cept for maybe It's A Grind... everywhere is crazy. People are exceptional, and I mean that in the same way I mean special... special ed. And apparently all of the special ones are out in full forces doing holiday shopping. So yeah, that's so not my scene today.

I'm sad that my grades aren't up yet. Liberal arts = slackers, bc I know all of you sciences and maths have your grades already.

Happy Holidays, & count your blessings (they do exist, because you can always always always be so much worse off than you are right now!).